how would enu ever feel when enu find someone so close to you...so far apart...or even hate enu? the world seems to b turning to that...i jus wan to cry and let her noe...i din noe she felt tt way..n if i knew...i would haf stayed away. im jus sorry...bud if u really want to hate mi. there aint nth i can do..

finally backies afta not blogging for so damn long. hahahas. todae teachers dae! whee. so happi. went back to pri skool. fuunn! hahas. den osho got ACES dae in skool. luurb the techno song..budd the dance..soso..hahas. den oso got some damn geog test which i noe i gonna fail. suck leh...i nber study...hais. now home le...siian le. i feel like dying...wonderiing y cant she jus tell me...y did haf to pretend? jus wanna leave this world. i jus dun wan any hatred. budd...hais...

Netball. rox forever. jus tt cant stand the coach n teacher. they r torturing us lol. she not doiing anything den see us do..wtf siia. think she tt great. fat like siao. cant stand it. want quit...bud still love netball...still haf the passion. bud sadly. the teachers destroy dem all. =(

i jus wanna b left alone. stuck in the middle. covered by ur shadow. Y? y cant u sae? telling all these lies. all this acts. i just want to noe y. is tt so difficult? i thought we r fwens. bud it was all an act isnt it? y mus u do this to mi? doiing all these wont help. doing all this wont change a thing. i din mean to hurt u. i realli din. i thought u din mind. cos we r so close. i realli din mean to hurt enu. wad did i do wrong to let enu think of this. i realli m jus sorry. if not toking to **** would make u forgive me....den i will try...i realli dun wan to loose this frenship. hope enu realli understand.

crying in the darkness
EXQUISITEdoll.

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