The last something that meant anything.
Monday, December 31, 2007

okay so since it's past midnight, it is officially the LAST day of 2007. how time flies. D: next year will be the big Os. and then everyone will walk their separate paths. zomgggggg. the thought of that is upsetting. i can't imagine how much i'll miss the babes. 2007 had been a year full of ups and downs be it in studies, boyfriend, friendship, family etc. this year was really sort of a wake up call after seeing my horrendous results. so buck up for 2008. and this year had been a meaningful one though. seeing how every single one around me have grown in every single way.

CINDY is smart as ever and still child at heart.
ETHEL is the wise one with all the sensible advices and super hardworking.
ELISHA my dear girl we've gone through so much together and you've grown since the first time we met. always wondering around and disappearing XP
MICHELLE, 2007 was a tough year ya. you're always funny in your own little ways and it keeps us laughing (:
SAMANTHA my dear sister. you've grown alot lah. much more sensible than before. always keep that smile on your face.
STEPHANIE girl! it's been long since i saw you and your super long legs. the super cute one. and yes we love the change. you look hot! (:

much loves babes! 2007 had been a great year with you babes. and i'm gonna miss it. the thick and thin, ups and downs we've been through together. and being there for each other even when the sky falls. ultimate loves (: so it'll be goodbye 2007 and a big hello to 2008!

moving on, gonna meet cin tmr. today's been boring-ish? read some ghost haunts and it crept me out. specially the photos taken. and i went on blog hopping.

i think i've fallen for you.
-hillary

p.s: RICO THE PRINCESS WANTS TO BE FEATURED! hahas. my company in hongkong. hahas. having the worst timings when going out. and all the dragon ball-ing and ko one-ing!

Masquerade Love.
12:43 AM


Friday, December 28, 2007

AHHHHHHH the two songs which i fell so in love with.

想對你說的 讓他先說了
從此只能 猜測
你流淚是因為 快樂

想要給你的 他先給你了
從此只能 負荷
寂寞和愛 本來能分割

祝福你是我的保護色
專心扮演朋友的角色
在你們擁抱的那一刻
我心一分為二

欺騙你是我的保護色
甘心做個愛情的弱者
真愛不死就能逃得遠遠的
等待是我職責(愛你是天擇)

路越走越曲折 不能回頭了
能傷害我的 都是我愛的
還保護什麼 還保護什麼

The song the piano is still damn nice lah. and the lyrics are meaningful. and my throat is killing me like abcdeffffffffff. D:

雨下在我窗前
玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來
比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗
還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天
我常常會夢見

我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願
你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠

愛你是孤單的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事
多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你
用我自己的方式

我在你的心裡
有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現
我還在你身邊

went out with cin, sam and sha. I MISS YOU BABES. it's great seeing them. shopped around and walked aimlessly cause my dear girl lost her card. ahhhhh cheer up. sure can find one. i'm lazy to blog further. flu is a bitch!

loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:19 PM



BACKKKKKKKKK (: FINALLY! hahas. i miss not being cold though. singapore is rather hot. =x oh well. my flu is still here. D: anyway had a good chat with CINDYLIN. haven't talk to her in ages sia. moving on, here are the photos!

Photos taken in China, Shenzhen. the place was really nice. up the mountains. the pumpkins are HUGE. their seeds were brought out to space and brought back to earth. they are 150kgs? SUPER BIG I SWEAR. The botanic garden of all four seasons. butterflies were beautiful. The part with snow was really pretty. i pity the men that stood there for idon'tknow how many hours. they even had fake snow falling. yes. FAKE snow. at least from far it looked like snow lah. Then went to this place were there was steam. and we went on to the choochoo train ride (: went pass a lake. night falls, all the lights were up. lightings were nice. very english. they had those cute cottages decorated. The other very pretty lightings were taken inside the hotel. they even had choir to sing christmsa carols.

Random photos taken while i was in hk. the drink was just for fun. high tea with mummy and her friends. and yes the other photo was the toilet. the door damn cute lah. and the photo which wasn't clear was this superb italian restaurant. two thumbs up! the bunny was part of some dimsum i ate. Then some random photos of part of my house. i love the tea table. and the christmas plant which i had no idea what it's called. yes it rained. And then it's times square at causeway bay. very christmasy!

Photos taken from my cousin's wedding. these are some of my cousins. there are many more photos, just now with me. when they're sent to me, i'll post them (:
my aunts and mummy.
Part of the family. and it's super blur.

Grandma's birthday. she's like super duper small. (:

hahas. so that's bout it. YAY. out tmr (: can't wait to see them. and i swear i'm sneezing non-stop. D:

PRINCESS is coming back tmr :D

loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
1:03 AM


Wednesday, December 26, 2007

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. yeah gonna come back tmr. :D and and HAPPY BOXING DAY (:

kay i'm gonna date back to 23rd december. My cousin's wedding with his pretty bride. many many photos just now with me. hahas. the ballroom was really really grand. the band was really good too. and for the first time I SAW MY PARENTS DANCE. they had this dancefloor and everyone was suppose to dance. so me and my cousins went to dance too. it was fun. hahas. the dancefloor was really crowded though. the whole thing ended past midnight. the bride and groom was super sweet (:


yesterday was grandma's birthday dinner. took many photos. saw my distant relatives. grandma was very happy. walked around with my cousins. nothing much though.

today was spent at home watching my ko one but i'm suppose to be packing -.- ahhhhhh. and watching tv! hahas. now i'm bored.

anyway, photos will be up soon. (:

if i'll ever be.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:04 PM


Tuesday, December 25, 2007

HOHOHO.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
may everyone's wish come true. gonna go down to the beach so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
with love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:01 AM


Monday, December 24, 2007

whoo in awhile more it's gonna be christmas! bet alot of humans are out partying. and i'm here stuck at home. ahhhh but there's like at least 10000 people out there on the streets at the countdown. anyway, can't wait to hear the christmas carolling. and the party at the beach! :D heard that temperature is gonna drop to 11 degrees. what a change. oh well at least i'll be back by then. hahas.

just now when i was watching tv. they showed this woman who had 2 chickens as pets. one died. and she was super upset and she spent a fortune on the chicken's 'funeral' like quite sweet lah. she even cut down on eating chickens.

ahhhh okay countdownnnnnnnnnnn. can't wait.

loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:37 PM


Sunday, December 23, 2007

WHOOOO. back from shenzhen. went to the top of the mountain. took photos. the hotel inside was damn nice. the place had a very european feeling. really very nice. specially at night. can't post the photos up now cause i didn't bring my hp cable -.-

HAPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY KORKOR!
wanted to post this up yesterday. awww. anyway. I CALLED TO WISH YOU! even though it was waaaaaaay after 12.
Christmas is cominggggggggg. hohoho. and all the different wishes from boyfriend to accessories to gadgets and what not.
santa can you hear me,
i have been so good this year
and all i want is one thing,
tell me my true love is here.
he's all i want, just for me,
underneath my christmas tree.
and i'll be waiting here,
santa that's my only wish this year.
i love this song. Britney then and compared it with now. what a waste lah. she can definitely sing.
i can't wait for christmas to comeeeeee. anyway, tmr is cousin's wedding. and in 4 more days i'll be home sweet home. (:
it'll never be.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
1:33 AM


Friday, December 21, 2007

SHOPPING. went shopping today. bought most of the stuff for my dear girls already (: and christmas is coming. schools in hk all half day today. so when i was out. the streets were packed. and i went shoppingggggggg. my feet hurt like eff. reason for that. heels. tmr going to shenzhen to visit daddy's friend. long day ahead. and having a block nose cause of the weather is eff. ahhhhh. kay. i'm done here.

5 more days! :D


your heart desires.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:38 PM


Wednesday, December 19, 2007

ahhhhhhhh. okay i'm not oogling at guys =x just so happen to see lah. haha. anyway. wanted to blog yesterday but apparently blogger decided to be super slow.

monday went out to this super huge shopping mall, very much alike to vivo but bigger. went to this italian restuarant with mummy's collegue's family. damn nice. the place is not very big but very italian.

yesterday had dinner with my god mother, her mum and mummy's ex collegue. the last time i saw my god mother was like 5 years ago lah. hahas. she super cute. i miss her luh.

and so today i planned to stay home. but i'm going out to find my nanny. or some sort of nanny lah for dinner. i finished watching the ko one first disc. i like the guy who play the pianoooooooooo! the song is damn nice. he's damn sweet lah. i can't believe i sat infront of my laptop for at least 5 hours just to watch this. oh well. 8 more days till i'm back. (: i miss you people!

i miss you.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
5:23 PM


Monday, December 17, 2007

STEAMBOAT IS LOVE (: yes. hahas. went out to meet my grandma and relatives. long time no see eh. everywhere in hk is super super croweded. I SAW A VERY HANDSOME GUY. yes i know i'm ranting alot about handsome cute guys BUT really alot =x moving on. did some shopping today and gonna continue tmr (: went into this super nice cafe today. the floor is covered with sand. the place is really damn nice. great place for party. and it's like 5 mins walk from my house. HAH. it's call black sheep i think. photos if i can take. the owner is mummy's classmate i think.

anyway, the house is super quiet now. everyone is asleep i guess. so i'm gonna go off soon. MORE SHOPPING TMR (:


hot as ice.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:10 AM


Sunday, December 16, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

yay. hahas. celebrated grandma's birthday just now :D she's super happy. and had bbq this afternoon. and it is the most expensive bbq. abaloneeeeee. and alot of other food luh. $4000+. yes. i could buy alot of stuff with that please. anyway, daddy's back. so i think i may not be coming online every night already D: watching death note the anime version on tv now. my dry skin is killing me i swear. it's itching and drying up like nobody's business. -.- and tmr i still have to go out and meet my relatives. great. and and accomplishment! i decorated the house for christmas. like finally. yes i did it. with the help of my uncle's maid though. now my house is super christmasy x) i'm lacking of photos i realised. ahhhhhh. i'm gonna be less lazy soon i guess and take photos.
i'm tireddddddddddddddddddd.
out and under.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:20 AM


Friday, December 14, 2007

helloooooo again. as you can see i have super alot of time. cousin bring his friend over for bbq tmr. daddy is coming back tmr. celebrating grandma's birthday tmr. went shoping with mummy today. bought some stuff. SINGAPORE NEEDS HK DRAMA. addicitive bodoh. and the sad part. i can't catch the showwwwww. i bloody can't know what will happen on monday and tuesday. !@#$% i want to watch! D: oh well. i'm overly bored. I WANT GO SENTOSAAAAA. D:

i swear i miss you.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:57 PM


Thursday, December 13, 2007

the children in third world counrty so poor thing! 13 year old, no parents, oldest in the family, still must take care of the whole family eh. he somemore love his siblings so much. ahhhhh. super sad lah. they all so poor thing. i think if you see it on tv, you'd cry. they ask people to adopt. $7 a day, $210 a month. then can change a child's life. i also want to adopt one luh.

okay anyway, tmr's friday and daddy's gonna come back on saturday. D: gonna celebrate grandma's birthday on saturday too. bought her a very cute cake. today i walked round the whole of shek o. the beach is damn nice. and and we climbed the hill. the view damn nice. the sky is filled with many pretty stars now. okay i seriously very bored lah. thats why. hahas.

it'll always be.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:26 PM


Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I MISS CINDY, ELISHA, ETHEL, MICHELLE, SAMANTHA, STEPHANIE! (:

alphabetical order. another day passed. ahhhh. went out with mummy again. met her friend for lunch and another friend for high tea. hongkong rush hour like not the most people also. so irritating. and and today is super warm, for winter lah. tmr will be quite warm too (: i like this weather sososososoooooooo much better. tmr is going to be a super slack day too. andddddddddd i want to watch ISWAK2 on youtube or sth. I NEED MY WIRELESS D:

i don't want to stay awake.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:46 PM


Tuesday, December 11, 2007

I AM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDD. stayed home today. steamboat at home (: watched a drama call KO One. don't know when did that show come out. but i watched the first two episode quite nice leh. hk got nice drama. and it'd been 4 days and i'm missing everyoneeeeeeee. especially my dancers and elisha! and not forgetting farizah and kim. and the list goes on.

kay now i watching this show. very retarded. about laws. talking bout how you cannot use coins in cents to pay for sth more than $2. okay i have nth to blog bout anymore. gonna go out tmr. so byebyeeeeee.

i think i love you.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:25 PM


Monday, December 10, 2007

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY SUPERWOMAN!
i love you super super alot! 8 months and going on strong. I MISS YOU ALOT YOU KNOW!
SHOPPING :DDDDD okay so shopping is ultimate love. yes. went out with mummy today. met aunt for lunch and we went SHOPPING! other than that nothing great happened. hongkong have pretty christmas decorations. i'm hungry =x yeah dinner time X) be right back X)

back. am gonna wait for nice tv shows to start. i want nice shows. anyway, 17 more days till i'm back. countdownnnnnnnnnn. and and zomg i saw a guy VERY HANDSOME. at the mrt station. ahhhhh. and another one he look like jay chou can. HANDSOME! ahhhhhhhhhh. why can't he be my neighbour or sth. i have cute angmohs as neighbours though. not that bad. but i swear the guy very handsome! D: he's not in singapore. D: i've been seeing many cute angmoh toddlers. very handsome. very pretty they speak perfect cantonese. SO CUTE LAH! gonna take photos with them one day. hopefully. okay. i'm gonna continue watching my tv. :D

and i miss you love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
6:37 PM


Sunday, December 09, 2007

i'm god damn bored. D: okay i stayed home today. and it was super boring. i even attempted to do hw! yes. that's how bored i am. yay. going out tmr. SHOPPING! that's the most love part i guess. my eyes are irritated =x i swear here got so much to eat lah. CINDY I KNOW YOU WANT COME! hahas. gonna go walk walk with mummy later. i swear i will go damn fat at the rate my grandma ask me to eat. saw my childhood friend just now. kinda miss her lah. (: i manage to be a pig and wake up like at 2pm. record time please. i slept at 2+am i think. woke up at 9+ and went back to sleep. :D slacked around. gonna start decorating for christmas soon. uncle bought pretty decorations. and i have pretty christmas trees. hahas. so i guess there's actually alot of things to do but i'm lazy. =x super super lazy.

i swear i am super super full now.

get well soon sam! take cares alright!

i swear i miss you.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
7:38 PM


Saturday, December 08, 2007

HELLO AGAIN. (: okay so i'm really bored lah that's why i'm here to blog again. apparently when night falls, it gets so much colder lah. and my dear girls still not online cept for thel. ahhhhh. relax lah woman. slowly find sure can find one. and I MISS ETHELNG! (: CINDY, SAM, MICH, SHA, STEPH I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUUUUUU! ahhhhh. time is not passing fast. and i waiting for humans to appear online and they aren't. D:

dial up is irritating. i bloody can't use the phone and be online at the same time! JKGOIHFBSKDFLBSDFJDBFLDSF. D: anyway. cousin gonna bring his friends over for bbq. ahhh lets hope that will cure my boredom. yeah. sammy's online. ahhhhhhh.

i can't deny your eyes.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:51 PM



HELLOOO FROM HK! :D apparently i don't have the best connection here as it's taking me ages to log into msn. it's irritating! IT WAS FASTER JUST NOW! ahhhhh. oh well. the weather is quite alright still. i haven't eat. and i see food infront. HUNGRY! okay. i seriously want to come back onlineeeeeeee. 19 days to home. i can't wait. really can't wait. i'm missing alot of humans. ahhhhhhh. my connection is disgusting i swear. let's hope that by the time i finish dinner. i'm signed in. PEOPLE COME ONLINE! i swear it's boring here.

yeah i am online and my msn is alright now (:

tear drops on my guitar.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
6:45 PM


Friday, December 07, 2007

AHHHHHH. i feel like missing everyone. didn't get to go out with all the babes today. only went out with cindy and sam. visited mich. she is recovering damn fast luh. take cares luh. anyway. it's a pity couldn't see everyone before leaving for 19 days of boredom. NINETEEN DAYS! so long can. i don't like this feeling of missing super alot of huimans. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. anyway. i'm still missing alot alot of people. D: and not many humans are online lah.

babes: I MISS THE WHOLE LOT OF YOU! many loves! take cares alright! will call soon (:

so gonna miss going out. let's hope i will find something to keep my occupied. specially at night if i can't make it online. D:

forever and ever.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:57 PM



BACK BACK BACK (: i'm back from chalet. anyway, mich is progressing real fast. speedy recovery! that's good to hear. been visiting her every single day. and she's gonna be discharge soon on saturday. and great. SATURDAY I'M LEAVING FOR HONGKONG D: i'm so going to miss every single one of you here lah. every year is the same old drama but yet, every year made me miss you people more. saturday is like a day away? now it's like 1.05am luh.

anyway. chalet was quite fun. visited mich and then went to chalet. play stationed and mahjong-ed. it's seriously addictive. had dinner. at around 4am, rushed down to the airport to sent humans to japannnnnnnn. okay gonna continue tmr.

LOVES.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
1:05 AM


Tuesday, December 04, 2007

yoohoooooooo (: monday was mich's big day. and yes she's fine. (: went to the hospital in the morning. met at buona vista. waited with mich. after that went to town. bought my bag and slippers. went to sing kbox. saw the christmas lightings. made cindy very excited. damn funny luh. took 5 back to pasir ris. ate. and then yadah yadah. till 11+ i went home.

went to visit mich again today. stayed there till almost 7. trained back to pasir ris. dinner at downtown. and then yadah yadah yadah and home. hahas. kay so i quarrelled with mummy for a few times over the same stupid thing. if only she knew why. ahhhh. but wtf. i like can tell her. oh well. i swear i'm feeling super tired and dying from a headache. again.

jay chou is my love. PERIOD.

it's all been said.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:42 PM


Sunday, December 02, 2007

gahhhhhhhhh. i'm eff bored. as usual. cindy's busy with maths. -.- thel's busy with her cousin. me and sam and rotting infront of the comp. more of me actually. sam is watching why why love which everyone watched already. nothing much is happening. i'm back to the i'm-so-fucking-bored state. zomggggggggggg. i swear, victoria secret models have THE body to die for. found something nice to watch at brightcove.

and dear mich, everything's gonne be alright! don't worry babe.

the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:31 PM


Saturday, December 01, 2007

once again. daddy is being the bitch. ahhh. moving on. today was not that interesting. walked around with sam. and then i went to meet my parents after that. dinner and then home. something bad followed and i don't even know why lah. unreasonable. anyway. yesterday went to visit syasya. cheer up babe. we're here for you! went with bird, kim, tricia, joy, vera. they damn cute lah. heard the whole story and everything. i send my deepest regards. then went to bernard's sister's chalet at night. like not super last minute luh. went home at 11+ damn retarded.

you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:30 PM


Y If you knew.



Y Love, me.
hillary

02Feb92

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single.

dancer(:
PSL

FRIENDSTER

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Y Me and You.

Y Unchained Melody.

Y Reminisce.

Y Gone.

Y Credits.