Friday, September 30, 2005
i think im in love le. WAHAHAS. feelings may not always be right though...hahahas. I WANT TO WATCH CORSPE BRIDE! =D damn fuck lol...I FAILED chinese AGAIN. this time damn cham lol...20/70. if my mum find out sure take knife kill me. whee. went to playground to play. so fun hahahas. then cindy fucking happy n fucking sad..then also just now went to his house with cindy, ethel, adam, yiling, elizaberth so fun. we watched ABIT of moulin rouge...cause not enough time we fast forward practically the whole movie..hahhas. the last part very sad sia. then after that i helped adam push the ear stick into the ear. and now. im home. SIAN. hahas. PROMISES are just LIES. EMPTY PROMISES is what many people make. are promises really meant to be broken? hmm. wondering. hees. POISONkiss love you.
__*/intoxicated me. haunted by heartbreaks.
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7:08 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
whee. finally saturday! shit la. exams coming. and my studies is not exactly what you would call good. sad leh! mrs lim say next year the whole class may not be together lols. I DONT WANT. i love my class. its everything that makes 1e5 1e5 =D. dont wanna split. k then there is inter-class soccer. 1e5 must win! hahas. let the tradition be passed on. basically this week nothing much exciting happen. my STM is really bad. i cant exactly remember much. yesterday, me, cindy, elisha, elizaberth, michelle, ethel, yilin, andrea, vanessa, adam, sen kiat and jet went to BK at downtown. elisha dont know missing where lol. but nvm her bag with us. hahas. den after that. we went to white sands food court there and finally she called. then we met her. erm. nothing much really happen. after that. we went to sen kiat hse. hahas. then played with his com. elisha fell when she saw the fish!! hahahas. then his hse colourful lols. got 3 firdge...hahahas. den the small small 1 inside all chocolate...hahas. while elisha got sen kiat distracted, me n eli went up to his room. trying to guess which is his room. hahas. den went back down. eli play with the angklung set on the stairs. cute leh. the sister room inside have fish tank. small small de damn cute. hahas. den on top of the tv. he showed me a set of pigs. hahas. he gave the smallest pig to me WAHAHAS. then elizaberth had fun playing with the crystal ball thingy. then something really bad happen. my darling elisha cried..gave her a big hug. and that idiot sen kiat just went up to do his hair. by the time he come down. everything over le. hahahas. then awhile later. his mum came back. young sia hahas. then we left. ahhahas. his neighbour , a small girl, was on roller blades going down to play. then sen kiat ACTING to help her up cos she kinda fell but no injury. TRYING TO ACT NICE ONLY! hahas. then elizaberth went back herself. we walked elisha to the bus stop. then he walk me home. we had home econ test that day too. *praying* that i passed. then maths was long and boring like siao. i want to die lol. he came in like an hour le..when i look at the watch 15 mins only! i wanted to die lols. k i think thats bout it for friday hahas.
point to self :exams are the NO. 1 killers
__*/intoxicated me. haunted by heartbreaks.
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7:49 AM
Friday, September 16, 2005
wah. many things happen. but the most important 1 is me n him break le. den after tt. jus many things happen. so dun ever sae in such a short time where can have so many changes. well there can!! xp. so sad la. but still. i got my friends. always there. *smiles* they r always the best. =) just wish that better things would come in life. everything so down lols. den hais. sad..!! see le oso dun wan live le. report book gif back le. SUX! i failed history AGAIN. budden i PASS THE PAPER!!! idiot cohen..!! bud neway...heng ar! PASS CHINESE. =) den the rest..all cham. hees. the world just cant understand the pain, the hatred, the love, the concern. fcuk lols. just wish everything will fall into its place. jus wanna b left happy =D. everything jus seem COMPLICATED. nothing seems right. siian!!!!!!! everything is turning upside down!! outside u see a girl smiling like everything is perfectly alright but on the inside...she is crying her heart out, so lost, so confused. FOREVER HAUNTED BY HEARTBREAKS!
__*/ fake smiles.
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9:11 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
WHEE! hahahas. so happy! SINGAPORE WON!! =) ASIAN CHAMPIONS yeah!! so excited lol yesterday's game!!! omg. senior xinyun damn cute too. hahahas. so fun!! wad a close match. everyone was like screaming their heart out for singapore. all hardcore supporters =) singapore won malaysia with the score 53 - 39!! den saw glenda n alicia. long time no see!! hahas. the whole thing ended 10 lidat...den was the ceremony. which ms cai sae mus go off le. budden i going home with glenda, so i get to stay. went to get their signatures =D. Ms tan remembered our skool. YEAH! hees. she rawk!! den saw coach vivian running!!! for the first time sia. she ran to take fotos with the umpires. i kana shock LOLS. den she took pics with the PRCS girls. den the day went by..by the time i left was like 10+ lol...den took 28 back home...bout 11+ den reach. went to 7-11 to buy some things den go home. hahaas. so happy still! NEtball ROCKS forever! =D. den yesterday 1 month le. hees. -happy- hope this last. den everything else so so. went out with cindy, ethel, yilin, marcus, benedict. we go eat pizza hut. den go bowling. HAHAHAS. cindy bowl very weird. all never strike de. den ethel pro! marcus abit paisae. ALMOST lost...den daniel n adam play. daniel shy dun wan play...so ethel n cindy help dem bowl...den for duno wad reason...they play for daniel alot oso strike but for adam...ahem...different story..hahahas. den cindy made progress le *claps* hahahas. damn funny lols. den after tt...THE END. all ends with a smile.
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6:27 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
whee. finally blogging again. mani things happened. mostly BAD. STRESS. what to do? not everything is being told. y cant they jus say it? does it help hiding? just wish u know how i feel. i really want to know n forget instead of finding out and rememebering. would it kill to say it out as it is? many hidden thoughts. better to be left unknown? i really dont know. i will still find out sooner or later...the world is just going against me. i may not have been the most perfect friend..infact i maybe your worst. but...i tried. i really want the good times to last. n all the past forgotten and never to repeat again. i really hope you were in my shoes...n know how it feels. its not easy. looking like nothing going on is me trying to decieve myself that everything will be alright and just looking on the positive side. but deep in my heart. a whole different world. a whole different dream. no one will ever UNDERSTAND. crying to myself. every kept. so deep. so hurtful. leaving a mark in my life. never to be forgotten of the hurt and hatred. i guess no one will every know...
this week..damn busy. had fun wib cindy n jiahui. went to mani places. damn fun. den went out with many ppl on fridae. so fun =D den ian got his ELMO gang and cindy's BARNEY gang. so fun. hees. cindy you rock!! love you loads. many things happen. and i quite lazy to type more.
too much hatred.
too much sorrow.
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