The last something that meant anything.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

SHOPPINGGGGGGGG. retail therapy cures EVERYTHING (: went shopping with mummy at central. bought 3 dresses, a top, slippers and ring. central have nice clothes. not many people know bout the place i guess. practically all the shops were costumer-less. yes its that sad. anyway time table changed with effect from tmr i think. hopefully its less boring. and i was just starting to remember the time table and there they go changing it again -.- LOL. mummy is making me clear out my wardrobe so that i can send clothes to my cousin whose skinny shit. tmr's gonna be another longgggggggggg day.

you're the last thing on my mind darling X)
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
8:48 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

IM BOREDDDDD. had dance this morning. funny. many many laughters shared. slacked at ws waiting for cindy to come. went to tamp with sam and mich and cin. and i went home after that. boring eh. cause simpson's movie with love. FUNNY EH. damn cute lah. its a good laugh. and now he's playing dota -.- win lah! XP sleepyyyyyyyyyyy. i swear i feel like dying now. I NEED TO SHOP. the urge to shop sooo soo soooo badly lah!

recently i'm seeing a whole lot of people breaking up, patching back and starting a whole new relationship. and looking back at your own. you wonder. good or bad. even when things are not the way you see it to be. you'll still think about what you've assume. its hard not to notice the happenings around you and you may never know the ver next second your boyfriend/girlfriend would be gone. treasure while you can. make the best out of the time you have now. forever are lies. it has never been true. few have proven it to be true. being optimistic won't numb the hurt. yet being negative will only make things worst then it already is. sometimes at the moment when you're about to blow, you think of the worst he could be. or what you think he is. you think you know him a whole lot but you'd be surpirse how little you know of him actually.

never take things for granted. being together is not just simply tender love and care. its bout understanding each other and appreciating each other. it can be simple yet it can be the most complicated thing you would have come across in life. seeing the many happenings left me speechless. why must the guy be such a bastard, why must the girl be such a bitch. ever one is sure to fall into either side. you may have been a victim in this relationship yet you may be the bitch in the next. things don't always go the way you want it to.

treasure what you have before you. don't take him/her for granted cause you may never know when he/she decided to leave.

i love my boyfriend truckloads. (: though we're like quarrelling everyday. by the end of the day things will fall back in place. yes quarrels caused by my nonsense. -.- HAH. but its not my fault! XP oh well. no more arguements. i miss you darling.

200407. there's still a long way to go.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:46 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

FINALLY ITS FRIDAYYYYYYYY X) met love after school at bedok then went to pp with his friends. damn funny lah. retarded luh. its been raining so the weather was cold. did the plywood painting in class today AND I GOT PAINT ON MY SHIRT. im so bored. rahhh. and not to mention sleepy! there's dance tmr! X) i'm gonna find something to do. RAHHH.

you meant the world to me.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:40 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

photos taken in dance room (:

Racial Harmony Day (:

lovelove.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:40 PM

HELLOOOOOO (: its been a busy busy week! gonna post photos for racial harmony day and photos taken in danceroom later. 3e5 won the racial harmony thing with the most number of students dressed in ethnic costumes. kudos guys! there was maths test and geog test. tmr is finally friday. have been reading harry potter. haven't have much time to really really sit down to read in peace. learned a new dance for commendation day. really something different. and yada yada yada. hahas. being lazy now. im gonna stop here. HARRY POTTER. here i come X)

love you are stuck in my heart!
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:33 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16th BABOON JIEJIE!

AHHHH baboonnnnnn finally 16 eh X) many many love!

anyway. today we celebrated racial harmony day. yes super lag lah my school. -.- what to do. our class didn't disappoint and put our efforts down the drain. most of them wore. two thumbs up for the guys yeah. i wore love's sister costume. very formal. my heels were super noisy and i meant SUPER. hahas. everyone looked great luh. gonna wait for kim and amanda to come online to send me PHOTOS! nothing much to say. school was alright. dance was alright and there's PSL meeting tmr morning at 7am -.- GREAT -.- i don't even reach school by 7 on daily basis. i'm super tired and pms ain't helping at all lah. stupid there's still maths test tmr. RAHHHHH.

lovelove.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:10 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

im fucking boreddddddddddddddddddddddd. rahh. everyone seems to be out eh. harry potter book is out and kim will go bonkers reading it. hahas. i'm missing youuuuuuu. nehneh what time already sia still sleeping. sickening XP hahas! I WANT GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG. very very badly.

i guess im gonna go do hw.

love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
2:51 PM

Friday, July 20, 2007

HAPPY 3RD MONTH LOVE!

finally (: hahas. school was slow today. hahas. was waiting for sch to end. illiya lent me her kebaya. thanks darling (: went to kim's house after that. and cooked marcaroni and cheese for him. AND IT TASTED NICE! rushed off to meet him and by then, sad to say, the thing dried out so it didn't taste as nice. rahhh. and yes dar, i love the rose (: sweet lah. hahas. and now im home. being super tired lah. i'm super bored lah. yeah. daddy is leaving this sunday X) SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. and i can't wait for racial harmony day!!! i can't wait to see everyone in their costumes.

200407. we'll walk hand in hand down this road my dear.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:10 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

RAHHH. everyone is trying to act as though they really really reaaaaaalllllyyyyyy care about saving earth can. school had a recycling paper thingy and everyone brought lots of unwanted magazines and newspaper to recycle. everyone did a pretty good job. (: we recycled a grand total of 112kg within 2 days. for the fact that we didn't know there's such a thing happening on the first day of collection. oh well.

im feeling super super tired. im boreddddddd. another 1 hour and 56 minutes till our 3rd month (: time sorta fly but it was kinda slow. its a bliss to be with you darling. i'm loving you ever so much. despite all the quarrels over stupid and minor matters. i'm sorry being pmsy and moody at times. i may have not been the wonderful girlfriend you dreamt of having but no matter what, you've the key to my heart. i'm contented with you (:

ok so yup. i've been hunting down clothes which appearantly don't fall from the sky lah! yes im contributing to my class (: we have the HOTTEST noticeboard in school lah X) SUPER SUPER HOT (:

you are love!
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:23 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

came to blog just to leave an early message for my dearest girlfriend who's turning 15 tomorrow!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY CINDY LIN KAI YING!

bet she's being excited now. hahas. girl, you've been a wonderful sister and friend. it's been 3 years and IM MISSING THE OLD TIMES! all the laughter and tears we shared for one too many reasons. and i'm loving you ever so much lah. hahas. we'll be there for you darling!
awww. time do fly eh. i still can remember what happened last year. as time pass, friends grew closer, friends grew apart. its part and parcel of life. but as long as i know. we're sticking together through thick or thin (:
IM GONNA STUDY FOR MY SS X) wahahas. CINDY BE HONOURED. i came to blog FOR YOU AND ABOUT YOU!
with love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:42 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

BOO! im homeeee. yes. hahas. woke up at 730am this morning and 3 earlybirds woke up at 630. everyone slept round 3+ lol. EYEBAGS. me and sam seem to be having flu. RAHHH. last night was nice. small gethering but it was fun. cindy's brother-in-law to be is damn nice. YES. anyway. after macs last night everyone got bored. watched 300 and we realised why it was m18.
this morning. called macs breakfast. and watched more it started with a kiss. awww. brought back many memories. and here are the photos as promised. i seem to be like a walking zombie! i almost fell asleep while walking lah =x
Velocity's Long John Silver for lunch (:
Random shots of us before and after swimming.
Just before swimming, my sexy ladies. X)PJs! hahas and shrek ears X) morning and night.

Thats all the photos i have for now. there's more in my phone which im lazy to upload now. so till then. this is everything i have. and I BOUGHT A NICE RING (: hahas. yes. nothing special but i just have to say it. stupid fluuuuuuuuuuu. rahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

you're always in my heart love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
5:52 PM

HELLOOOOO (: am at cindy's brother-in-law's house right now. and we're waiting for our mac delivery. yes. we are hungry people even though its pass midnight. bbq-ed. went swimming. danced and PHOTOS. and now we're watching summer x summer. and we watched borat. HAHA.celebrating cindy's birthday in advance. only few of us stayed overnight and my dear elisha CAN'T MAKE IT! hahas. oh well. nvm. cindy's being super retarded right now. she and her shrek ears. will upload photos when i get home.

LOVE I MISS YOU
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
1:09 AM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

MORE PHOTOS from VIBES X)

Masquerade Love.
9:51 PM

AHHHHHHHHHH SCHOOL SUCKED! POA test made it 9816491349182491379 times worst! YES! school was pretty boring lah. ss was ok. some parts brighten the class up a little. then geog was alright. physics test was so-so. it was better compared to my other periods of the day. the day past quite meaninglessly. went to whitesands and walked round popular? YES POPULAR. hahas. other than that nothing much. had tuition. illiyaaaaaaaaaa hahas. is planning to flatten us to fit into her trolley! HAHA. I MISS VIBES! there's always cca commodation and danceworks to look forward to now. the next generation of haibrids. LOVES!

IM MISSING YOU DARLING (:

my escape in reality.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:39 PM

Monday, July 09, 2007

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not in the best of moods. dance was cancelled today. and postponed to tmr. so that means i've to go tmr. and !@#$% i don't know what to do or say but just a word of sorry. and it doesn't seem to be accepted. now im sitting here. waiting. and waiting.

i love you.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
6:28 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

I'm proud to present, HAIBRID @ VIBES'07.

dancing in the moonlight!
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:21 PM

Here are the photos at the dressing room.

Haibrid'07 VIBES.

dancing is our passion (:

take cares lovely!
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
6:06 PM

hello world. super tired now and super pmsy. anyway.

070707.
SAVE THE EARTH (: and our vibes. everyone was super excited. jumping and talking away. HAHA. there's only 7 teams. and guess what. we're the only secondary school there. having 5 teams from temasek poly itself and 1 team from republic. so we're all really nervous lah. we're like small kids lah around them. so there were rehersals and blahblahblah. backstage kak intan came with her friend and did makeup for us. took pics. and then waited there. and before we know it its almost 7 and we off to the backstage. we're the last team to perform so it was quite a wait. jen was there surprisingly and her dancing was nice lah! hahas. then there's a group which did a gatsby dance. hahas super cute. our turn came and i can see everyone thrown in all the energy they could have. and did their best. waited backstage for the results. and not really surprising i suppose, we didn't win. the group that win was really good so they really deserve the trophy and all. we had fun during the competition and I MISS DANCING WITH YOU PEOPLE! thanks to all the lovely people who came down to support us. it meant lots. and yes. dearest, you're love for coming down. and your friend who ton and didn't sleep just to come down. HAHA. and thanks for all the messages people. nadira's been love and videoed down our dance for us. so gonna post it up soon (: i miss you dearest!

no more sorrows.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
5:27 PM

Friday, July 06, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TOMORROW IS VIBES!!!!!!!!!! exciteddddd. hahas. and also nervous lah. but no doubt everyone will put in their 2000% X) hahas. dance been super exhausting but nevertheless its love. we've grown together and its really love lah. all the unglam and spastics moments. HAHA. 070707 haibrid will rock the house down. anyway. im super excited now. rahhh. hahas. met love today. after what seems like forever but actually its only 4 days lah HAHA. ok. this gonna be short. im tired. SLEEP. BED. here i come X)

you're always on my mind (:
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:25 PM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

VIBES VIBES VIBES BABY VIBES! omg im so excited lah. X) we will bring the house down ya? ok anyway, had dance just now. discussed bout our costume and all. nothing major. so not really a big fuss. everyone is pretty good. ahhhh omg i just can't wait lah! and poa project is due thursday and how much have we done?! maybe just 1/4 MAYBE! fuck can. lets pray mdm zaibon is so love that she decided not to turn up for class (: HAHA. i pray too much =x ok dearest decided to MIA for now. NEHNEH. reply leh! ass. anyway im owing teacher eng assignments and he is going bonkers =x HAHA. ass. he think we will complete all within the time he given. -.- maybe lah. but oh well. im bored nowwwww. kim decided to sweet talk brandon for 1000sms. WTF -.- ok this all my loves.

i give you my heart in strings.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:13 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007

photos for today (:

when hearts collide like fireflies.

-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:29 PM

omg. i have so much i want to say yet i don't know what to type sia. today was weird i suppose. what was supposingly a very happy day turned out not so great i guess. had fun with my dear girlfriends though. love you babes! met dearest after that. watched nancy drew and then he sent me home. and now im being bored.

just keep your promise this time. i love you.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:12 PM