whee. finally blogging again. mani things happened. mostly BAD. STRESS. what to do? not everything is being told. y cant they jus say it? does it help hiding? just wish u know how i feel. i really want to know n forget instead of finding out and rememebering. would it kill to say it out as it is? many hidden thoughts. better to be left unknown? i really dont know. i will still find out sooner or later...the world is just going against me. i may not have been the most perfect friend..infact i maybe your worst. but...i tried. i really want the good times to last. n all the past forgotten and never to repeat again. i really hope you were in my shoes...n know how it feels. its not easy. looking like nothing going on is me trying to decieve myself that everything will be alright and just looking on the positive side. but deep in my heart. a whole different world. a whole different dream. no one will ever UNDERSTAND. crying to myself. every kept. so deep. so hurtful. leaving a mark in my life. never to be forgotten of the hurt and hatred. i guess no one will every know...

this week..damn busy. had fun wib cindy n jiahui. went to mani places. damn fun. den went out with many ppl on fridae. so fun =D den ian got his ELMO gang and cindy's BARNEY gang. so fun. hees. cindy you rock!! love you loads. many things happen. and i quite lazy to type more.

too much hatred.
too much sorrow.
EXQUISITEdoll

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