Tuesday, November 29, 2005
HAHAS. hmm. well he came back quite long ago le. x) hahas. now is damn sad la. i going in 4 more days time!!!! SAD SAD SAD!! i MISS YOU lots neh. then no com also. =( but nvm i trust him =D this feel days so fun LOLS. k now. lets date BACK all the way 23rd. my lastest post. k. that day had BBQ. x) and chalet. SO FUN! hahahas. many many fun things happened. we took many pics. SNAP SNAP SNAP like crazy. then played bluff. hahas. then elisha came. then whoo. FUN FUN FUN. then had bbq. so funny lol. then cindy and michelle played wu gui wu gui tiao. do funny. damn cute la. then after that when we bbq-ing that time. elisha wanted to pour the melted butter onto the bbq pit there. then suddenly the whole butter slip and drop in as well. then fire so damn big la. hahahas. so funny lols. then scooped butter back on plate. then after that we all made alot of noise. then we went home bout 9pm like that. then next day i go back to the chalet while waiting for ethel. pretty funny if you were there. you would have saw sth. x) HAHAHAS. then after that fetch ethel. then we chiong arcade. then ignatius came. so fun lols. then we go surprise ignatius with bday cake. WAHAHAS. nice nice nice. but cam no batt le. so didn't take pics. then after that went to tm find reuben and ming chuan. then chiong arcade again. then walk here walk there. after that go eat pizza hut. DAMN FUNNY SIA. ignatius go sing jingle bells to every waiter/waitress that served us. hahas. then after eating that. we went to hagen das to eat ice cream cake. made a TOTAL mess!! but it was fun. then ethel had to go home soon. so we chiong century sq arcade before she left. then me, ming yang, marcus, ming chuan, ignatius, reuben go to the play ground there. they go there spin. spin till drop onto the floor. then about 8.30 like that i go home. love those 2 days!!! then friday went to ikea with cindy. she told me that my darling came back le =D then after that walked abit at queensway. SIAN. then we took cab to orchard. then we go to tangs the changing room there. really damn nice la. dont feel like leaving LOL. then after that saw erica/erika lee..however you spell it... yup then erm..went to buy pressie for him =D. wanted to go buy ring with cindy de but in the end never. by the time i finish buying presents for him. cindy need to go home. so she follow me go my hse there. drop off his present at his door. then she took cab home. love her loads sia. then saturday sunday about the same...BORING. but but but sunday my parents got me a new phone!!! WHOO!!! finally!!!!! damn happy. then yesterday... went out with elisha and nick. yes i know. you will think that i am damn extra. i thought of that too!! but elisha insist i follow.. what can i do? hahas. then went to bugis. then we go watch just like heaven. it was nice. cried at a couple of parts. it was damn romantic. very touching. =) elisha and nick were sweeeeet! they look so cute together. great couple. hahas. then later i meeting ethel and cindy i think for tonight's bbq. =) so much memories with them. dont want to leave!!! =( ks. i think this entry is bloody hell LONG! hahahas.
my ONE and ONLY.
i LOVE YOU.
my hearts ONLY beats for YOU!
love that lasts forever.
- hillary 72
my heart and incomplete puzzle;
incomplete without YOU.
i MISS YOU my teddy bear;
my love.
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9:27 AM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
8 more days! and he'll be back!! x) hahas. k monday went to city hall. then walked to suntec. ate icecream with cindy. then after that went to carrefour or however you spell that. that big supermarket at suntec. then we went to the piano there and asked michelle to play. very nice lol. then cindy keep asking her to play the wedding song cause it remind of the movie my sassy girl. HAHAS. then after that the guy infront started playing AN JING!! then the other guy was playing phantom of opera..wth. so loud somemore. then after that was quite sian. eli have to rush home! so sad. then tuesday. was suppose to meet ethel at pasir ris mrt station at like 9am. i was LATE. i woke up at 9 when dion called me. we were suppose to watch the volley ball match but in the end even if go also the match ended le. so never go. we sat at macs for like 2 whole hours for nothing la. then went to tampines mall. played arcade for quite long. so fun norh. then arcrade like no body no body de. then we decided to go buy ring cause ming yang the ring very nice. then after that ignatius, reuben, dion, daniel, liang leng came. hahas. then they saw ms thang. then after that saw a joker and a fairy. so cute sia. hahas. then after that while we were at xcraft that time. looking for rings. got 1 SUPER SUPER SHUAI guy walked in. HAHAHAS. damn damn damn shuai sia. from damai de. me and ethel went crazy HAHAS. then ethel keep saying she can look cause she single!! XP hahas. but nevermind. HAHAS. then we saw them quite many times. after that went to kfc eat. then we go arcade AGAIN. HAHAS. then after that went to century sq arcade. play play play. then saw jeremy and my senior. then after that. practically thats it la. hahas. we also went to toys r us. quite fun la. ahhas. then went home. sian already... HAHAS. later meeting ethel at 9.30am at whitesands. hahas. this time. wake up early! 7.30 x) missing him 24/7! x)
i love you loads.
missing you 24/7
-hillary 72
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11:53 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
this is specially for you de MY TEDDY BEAR x). i will never give up. i will never lose hope and faith in you. i love you. i truly do. our love will grow. our relationship will grow stronger. let our past be our past. and be happy together x) we've gone through so much. let it continue. let the star continue to shine. as our love for each other will last. my blog is for you de. you are the missing puzzle. the missing piece. your friendster there say you'll spent your life putting the pieces of me back together de... will you leave me incomplete? i miss you... everthing will be alright. i promise you. our love wont die. say what you mean. mean what you say. and im saying that I LOVE YOU. i mean it.
i love you forever.
hugs and kisses.
miss you.
- HILLARY 72
72 is you and me. forever together. it cant be seperated.
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1:05 PM
yesterday watched harry potter! quite nice la. maybe cause i didn't read the book. cindy they all say that many good parts kena cut. that's sad... then the girl. damn pretty. cedric very shuai x) ahahas. but so sad. he died in the end. which actually brought tears to cindy's eyes. aww. hahahas. the day wasn't that great after that. but don't want go into details. then last night. some misunderstanding but should be ok le right? but still. the bright side is my teddy bear watched harry potter with me. then i changed my blog skin. this is i also dont know. quite meaningful? hahas.
Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude.
Love does not demand its own way.
Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record ofwhen it has been wronged.
Love is never glad about injustice but rejoiceswhenever the truth wins out.
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful,
And endures through every circumstance. Love will last forever..."
--1 CORINTHIANS 13:4-8
this part is for you. teddy bear. i love you. i wont lose hope and faith in you de. believe me ok? hope all you love birds after reading that part. you'll think twice bout having a stead. love just is.
really love you guys. cindy, elisha and michelle. thanks for being there for me. whenever im down. you guys were there for me. HUGS.
hahas. my kor and didi also thank you hahas. i shared my problems with you all. then you all be my listening ear. thank you. x) love you guys!
SAD!! he leaving this monday. FOR 10 bloody days. but nvm. i can tahan x) HAHAHAS. then when he come back. 4th dec bye bye to me le. then 1 month later then can see him again. SAD SAD SAD. must stay strong!! must hang on with me ok? the bracelet you wore on my wrist is still there. im not taking it off x) hahas. i'll just keep it till i come back. and give it to you next year. whee. 1 more week! 1 more week to our 2 months. and by the time i come back it will be 3 months le x) how fast time past.. promise me that there wont be another one.. can? but nevermind. if its fated its fated. but whatever it is. just tell me ks? dont hide it.
because of you i never stray too far from the side walk.
i really love you alot.
miss you.
hugs and kisses.
- HILLARY 72
72 will last forever. <3s
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5:41 AM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
today was FUN FUN FUN! x) go beach. whee. rode bike with elisha x) actually she rode me. love her x) hehes. intro-ed dion, daniel, liang leng, gareth, jian da and GQ to her. had loads of fun. went to beach with dion, daniel, liang leng and gareth. HAHAS. sat on the rocks. forgotten bout all the sad things. wrote SO SO SO many things on the beach. sobs. forgotten to take pics of it. then we rode bike for 2 hours. we did many fun things. HAHAS. love it loads. then we played at the exercise corner. hahas. took many pics. a day to remember. 15/11/o5 NEVER to be FORGOTTEN. memories that last forever!! they rock. a few days back. friday, 11/11/o5 i went back to pri school for fair. then so fun. we went to play bball. till 8+ then we go eat dinner at tamp mall. then we went to play arcade. hahas. after that i dont want go home. jojo also dont want so we ended up walking to sunplaza park. it was like 10+ close to 11 le. we had fun. x) by the time i reached home it was 12. mummy didn't mind =D with smiles. HAHAS. it really rock. so long never go out with them. then like so fun. though they sometimes abit lame. they are still great brothers. really great. when i was sad they listened to my problems and comforted me in a way or two. they didn't complained. HAHAS. then they put a smile on my face. THANKS GUYS! you all rock. i think from now on. many things will change. but my love for teddy bear won't fade right? YES. it better not. unless you give up first. then you make me let go. ELISHA DEARIE i won't and NEVER will GIVE UP. unless he make me. i hope he won't. 72 forever. 7+2= forever <3. i'll always remember this. TODAY is NEVER to be FORGOTTEN. our WRITTINGS may be WASHED away by the sea BUT the memories will be locked in our mind and soul FOREVER. nothing will make it fade.
love you.
- HILLARY 72
72 = you+me. forever <3
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2:30 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
x) yesterday so fun. watched cello with ethel, cindy and michelle. hahahas. not say scary la. HAHAS. now planning to watch exorcism of emily rose. x) miss him loads. poor thing sia. hmm. went to arcade. found a very interesting game which got michelle screaming HAHAS. damn fun la. addicted. then took pics. hahahas. actually also abit sian. hais. everywhere also sian le. last night slept at 3+ whoo! hahahas. so fun. talked to my kor till 2.40+ like that. hahas. he some more have to wake up at 8.30am. then jus now say he LATE! now like everyday also sian at home. rot there. hahas. love you x)
love you!
POISONkiss
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5:53 AM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
sian! hahas. today went to ps with michelle and cindy. watched sky high. so nice. the guy shuai sia. the girl damn pretty lol. quite fun. hahas. then today. he did not find me in the morning. but nvm. hahas. then he until now also haven't call me back. going crazy thinking if you are not. cause i staying up to wait for your call. i think im crazy in love. x) never really stayed up in the night waiting for a guy to call cept you lol. hahas. anyway now you also at chalet there. sad. miss you loads lol. but i think you won't call me. nvm. you say wed will go out with me de. don't care you. you say to michelle le. you better come lols. then thurs and fri. also go out? go watch movie. x) can't wait! so sleepy now..and its not even 12. slept at 2.30 last night. and he called at 2.40!! damn! i slept le. then cannot wake up. even the phone is not in vibration mode. then this morning 8+am wake up. woken up by sms. x( SLEEPY!! but like cannot sleep. really want to hear your voice. hahas. want you to know that i miss you? hhahahas. come back soon ks. call me ks. hahahas. im like talking to myself la. but nevermind. hahas.
Because of you I never stray too far from the side walk.
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt .
lots of hugs and kisses.
xoxo
love you loads.
missing you now.
POISONkiss
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3:58 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
today was FUN FUN FUN hahas. took MANY pics with cindy. we walked like mad. FEET PAIN!! cindy's too hahas. who ask her. HEELS. hahas. walked all over orchard. x) hehes. but was fun. shopped for shades, clothes and belts. so fun. then went to the hotel there to eat. so fun. i think the people there think we are crazy. took many pics there. with the food x) hehes. took many pics at the hotel there. then sadly no batt le!! sad. still fun. but then. you weren't there. hmm. guess you are sleeping now and won't call me back. tmr call? wonders- i love you teddy bear! this 2 months better FLY! if not. i think by the time school reopen i rot le. =D you just called me. YEAH! you haven't sleep. i think i can bear with it. i'll try. miss you loads. hahas. really love you lol. this not is serious. not playing anymore. is this true love? who cares. as long as im happy, he's happy. done x) time just fly when you're having fun. so i better have fun! hahas. i want watch movie!!!!!!! but with who? when? so much worries. JAY CHOU ALBUM x) nice nice nice. k now its 1.14am and im not sleepy at all. waiting for your call-
LOVE YOU TEDDY BEAR.
POISONkiss.
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5:15 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
FUCK la! i HATE you! say today spend time with me. spend like awhile only lol. can't take it la. then you going chalet 3 days. like that we might as well don't talk already la. i hate it whenever this happen la. always only know how to say you don't want see me sad. then when all this happen. i not sad then what. then on our 2 months. you also wont spend it with me one la. this is just not like how it was. the times when everything was just happy. but now. so different. you might as well forget me la. like no point le lol. its like. i think have to wait till next year then can really see you again. but i guess it doesn't really matter to you..i really very fucked up la. keep saying sorry. sorry doesn't make any difference la. i mean ya la. i love you la. i also know that you will ask me to understand. once, twice, thrice nevermind. but through out 2 weeks. its not as easy as you think. you are enjoying maybe time flies but imagine you are the one at home waiting for a person to call and you know it will take forever. its not easy. i don't how to face you la. see you also don't know to be happy or not. i really love you la. i also don't want it to end like that. but. i don't know la. you like no time la. its like. without you telling me just now. hearing part of the conversation. i knew it was too good to be true. when i want you. you are always not here. what to do...but then. you seem to be perfectly alright with that. i guess cause you are the busy one.
ELISHA I LOVE YOU! thanks for staying with me. even when he don't know where. thanks for making me smile and laugh. thanks for the memories today.
today went out with benedict and justin too. hahas. funny lol they 2. i guess friends plays a really important role in my life. x) THANKS all of YOU!
though still sad now. still wanna say that. i love you. i miss you. but doesn't mean i don't hate you at all.
POISONkiss.
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12:18 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence. so true. my teddy bear came back x) i will not break down just like that. i will not give up hope on you. my trust for you will keep growing. hope you'll smile and not let me down if you read this.
WHEE. i drop down from a cypress tree. whatever that is. saw this bulletin on friendster. quite true. here is what they say.
Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.
true or not. for you all to deceide ba. but so far. i think quite true. HAHAS. i know its lame. but hey. what to do? hehes.
suddenly feel a burst of energy. I MISS so many people out there. my DEAREST ones!! I MISS YOU!! specially for you de. ELISHA I MISS YOU x) like so long never see you. but nevermind. this saturday. we'll meet HEHES. STEPHANIE i MISS YOU! though i don't think she will read this but anyway. still want to say it. CINDY I MISS YOU! love you babes so much!!! lets hope we won't be seperated ba. but even if we are. our hearts still beat as one right? hahas. k i think i crap too much today. a WEIRD mood change. hehes. if you read the blog. you'll know.
love ya people!
POISONkiss
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3:54 PM
the world has turned upside down. so many things i have to face. stop torturing me. i'm really lost and confuse. i don't know what to do anymore. i can't follow my heart. i can only drop down and cry my pain away. i really miss you. but i don't think you can feel it at all. you are happily outside enjoying and i was foolish enough to think that i could really go out with you. thinking that i could spend more time with you during the holidays. guess i was wrong. i shouldn't have thought it would happen in the first place. i am really lost. my pain have yet to go away. STOP HAUNTING ME WITH THESE PAIN! i don't want to be hurt. and i believed that you won't. please don't make me regret this. 6th week is tommorow. but i know. you wouldn't be there with me. i don't know what to say. i guess. you just have no time. i tried to understand. but. i guess im just hurt. you can never see that smile again. it has totally faded away. i just can't face reality no more. why are these things happening like knife stabbing into my heart? the blood that drips. the tears that flow. i can't take it anymore. no one sees it. no one feels it. only me. the hurt. so deep. things will never be the same again. you just don't understand that its not the same? you just can't see the pain. i can hide everything and decieve this whole world. but i just can't hide it from myself. things just don't seem right. i just want you. i really miss you. i really love you. i hope you do. and always will. i want it to be the same. like last time. where you were always there with me. we had fun with them. you are just not that person i know. you are not the person who love me. you have become someone else. i want my teddy bear to come back. the one whom i know and love. i want the old you to come back. please.
POISONkiss.
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3:15 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
FUN FUN FUN!!! today was so fun! me and cindy took 108 photos TODAY! went to bugis. walk and walk then decide to go suntec. HAHAHAS! im going CRAZY! x) saw SOOOO many cuties today! then we LOVE toys R us forever. we saw wrestling match there. BARNEY vs ELMO. and obviously BARNEY won =D WHEETS! k. im just being damn lame. hahas.we met a really cute pair of elders. so cute leh! nice people =) then ran to toys R us. TOOK MANY MANY PICS. hahas. wonderful memories. saw two small boys with mohawk hair. damn cool la! somemore one of them the tail damn long lol. took pics with elmo's gf hehes. elmo have gay partner HAHAS. wah so fun! then after that went to arcade. saw SOMETHING. hahas. FUN FUN FUN! wanted to watch movie but sadly broke. wah got so many things i wanna say. but too lazy to type. anyway, go see FRIENDSTER =D
hugs and kisses.
love you loads.
missing you, my bear x)
POISONkiss
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12:35 PM
