everything is over between us. the first day of sch. the first day after oh so long i see him. and everything turns wrong. well guess let by gones be by gones. whatever he promise. true or not? its not for me to believe.. its just sad. anyway. he changed. so so much. attitude character. i dont know him anymore. the one i loved who loved me. was gone. not there anymore.. what can i do? leave him and continue life. knowing that he is just not worth another tear. thanks to my friends out there. they are the best. thnks for hanging on with me. thnks for being there for me. without you all..i would have fallen to pieces. whatever he is thinking now. hopes he know what he is doing and hope he will wake up from this one day..3 months 4 days. gone just like that. guess its a pity.

ANYWAY.. let the sadness drown. i still want to live. though still not totally over him. working on it x) met a new guy call clarence. nice guy. kor's friend. hahas. so many hw. hais. projects..hais. good thing tues hari raya. at least can slack abit.

every time i see him. memories flashes past. anger. hurt. sadness everywhere. i dont want to feel this. it just feels too numb to forget you. im not perfect just all mixed up. all messed up. i was losing myself to somebody else but now i see. i dont wanna pretend so this is the end of you and me. cause the girl that you want. she is tearing us apart. cause she is everything. everything im NOT! so this IS the END of YOU and ME.

things in sch are the same. spotted a few chio bus.. no guy shuai in sec 1. sad case.. good news. every wed go sch late. x) sch the schedule not so cham. feel abit better. but this is just the 1st week.. after sch have suddenly turn ultra sian. dont know why. everything just seem so NOT interesting.. still rushing through projects and hw.. YUCKS. though i have no choice..

made some new friends. nice ppl. x) erm then michelle is very chio in her new hairstyle! its the bare truth. and erm everything else is ok.. i guess.
this bout it i think..

fuck definites my life.
-HILLARY

you may not walk down this road with me anymore but i could stand on my own now. i dont need you no more.

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