The last something that meant anything.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

HEY PEOPLE! whoo. long long lonnggggggggg since i last updated. many many things happened. well my tests didnt go well. flunk dnt like nobody's buisness. 6.5/30! HAH. expected. hahas. then flunk physics. the whole reflect and refrect thing. yucks! well we'd done the presentation for ipw. i think i made a mess out of it. slept at 4.30am like that and woke up at freaking 7am. hah. i was already late. ipw KILLS! anyway mid year is soon. so so sooooo soon. and i have not even started revising. great... hahas. i still havent do CME project. ELISHAAA!!! today was ok.. hahas. chatted through SRA. then mr tan told us bout stuff..weird stuff? but it was ok. hahas.

the oh-so-complicated.
If you would ask me how long I am going to love you, than my answer would be: "I can't tell you, because I don't know how long I am going to live".

even though you love someone so much, when its time you'd still have to let go.
I loved him. I did. Not obsessive, compulsive, chill-rising love... Not the love most people encounter.
It wasn't weak, but it wasn't strong... In the sense of, SOUL. He was different, special, unique and beautiful. Just different. I felt he was a shelter, a place I could escape to when everything in this world was a reason to runaway. He understood without words- without arguments- without gestures- without explanations- without reasons- without... Having to... He just did. He simply understood me.

you're my everything. but im not yours.

life's been really messy. many ups and downs. and walking toooooo much in rain brings no good. IM SICK. and insufficient sleep too.. anyway anyway. gotta catchup with my hw!

BYE PEOPLE.
-hillary

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9:56 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

HEY PEOPLE! hahas. long time since i actually blogged. had a really lazy yet busy week. THIS WEEK was ALLLLLLLL about TESTS. fuck up huh? hahas. 5 days a week and yet we have like how many tests? 7 TESTS. tests are driving me NUTS. =( ARGGHH. hahas. but anyway. today had a fun time doing the song dedication thing. was a little freak out at first but then it was alright. our sch PA system really have problems!!! PEOPLE PLEASE FIX IT!!! how can you EVER enjoy any music when the thing buzzes every time the music gets louder.. but still it was fun. =)

IPW!
PEOPLE IPW DUE NEXT WEEK. ACTUAL PRESENTION IS ON 26th APRIL!!
and my ipw still like....errr...better not say HAHAHAHAS.

i've confirmed myself that i flunk physics real bad. nothing gets into my head. all the math. all the formulae. YUCKS. hate it hate it. sad..hahas. guess this mid year. die die must buck up. :( really feel like giving up. but made a promise to my babes. i will and i can and i must do better for mid years.

life's a mess. ups and downs are everywhere. just when i thought you are the one. you showed that you werent.. but still you helped me forget a certain someone out there. though we are nothing together but being friends still puts a smile on my face.

i still miss you.
zai ni hai mei li kai zhi qian, ni neng bu neng dui wo shuo sheng wo ai ni ma?

**ELISHA. I UPDATED! =) SATISFIED? hahas.

much hearts.
-hillary
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Masquerade Love.
8:24 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

HELLO. BILLY HERE. (: muahaha. im at hillary's house. HELLO. HELLO.

elisha's happy. she's a happy girl.
oh. and HILLARY, THERE'S TESTS TOMORROW! must study hor. lazy PIG. -oink, oink-

ahha. hillary wishes BIG PIG a happy birthday. - THEY GO OINKING TOGETHER-
HAHAHA.

hillary: ELISHA SHITTY GIRL!!!

oh, and that's hillary trying to be lame, talking with me through her blog. HAHAHA. muahhahah.

oh. and ive got pink hair now. muahah. due to hillary's wonderful hair spray. TADAH.oh and. BILLY'S LEAVING for tuition already. SAY GOODBYE BILLY. billy says:"goodbye!" LOL.
hillary: hmm. BILLY seems to be talking to herself alot...! HAHAS. =)) BYE BILLY =)
LAST WORDS.
green rocks!
cheerios people. billy's going.

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7:02 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

was bored and decided to make this. the memories!! I LOVE YOU BABES!
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11:28 PM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Friday! hahas went to esplanade for amazing race. it was alright. hahas. the ppl there were nice. we ran around the place doing maths. hahas. =)

hahas. should be doing work. but heh. there is always time for photos!
took neoprints =)

life's getting bored when you've got nothing to do
=D
the day was spent wondering aimlessly. hahas. well pretty much that's how my friday went.
then finally. TODAY hahas. well went to suntec with parents. bought shoes! =D then went to do abit more shopping. and while walking. heard a guy shouted 'you fucking chee bye' come on how often you hear it? then saw 2 man dash down the escalator and one of them dropping a shoe. hmm. then the security standing at carefour. caught the guy. and then i heard the word handphone. so i guess he tried to steal it? anyway..then went home..then went out for dinner. then home again. and now im here. nothing interesting luh. AND OH YAH! STILL GOT EGG SANDWICH! egg sandwich! edd sandwich!! =) =) hahahas. *grins to someone. hahahas =) k luh im tired. gonna end here.
BYE PEOPLE!
good nights!
sweet dreams.
sleep tight.
much hearts.
-hillary

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11:28 PM

thurs learnt how to make LA MIAN! FOOD FOOD FOOD. hahas. they gave the the thing. then we go touch.everything stuck to our hands sia. hahas. messy messy messy!

after being unsuccessful making la mian. we had free food. made by the professionals! hahas

FOOD
finally a nicer pic.
can you guess where is this place?
emo emo emo
someone's watching over me

im just invisible to you. you see right through me as though i was never there.

after the la mian thing. me and cindy went to watch movie at princess. and WARNING DO NOT GO THERE! its gonna be the first and last time im stepping into that cinema! we left half way then went to airport to take many many pics. hahas. then erm afer that went home. hahas. boring lah actually..hahas.
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Masquerade Love.
10:18 PM

HEY PEOPLE! seems long since i last blog..been real lazy and tired. hahas. wed-fri was hai experiential week. went to bukit timah nature reserve, learn how to make la mian and esplanade for maths trail! took many many pics =) hahas. k let me blog bout wednesday. see the words, dairy farm MOE adventure, we thought its a farm lah. but little do you know. ITS FOREST! creepy crawlies. webs. plants. uneven steps. rocks. steep slopes. unexpected lah. we saw many nice things though. pink dragonfly! hahas. very very tiring lah. primary forest and secondary forest. then the tour lady. quite old lah. talk alot sia. but surprisingly she walk as though she fly. damn fast can. all of us are like trying very hard to catch up lah. the other half of the class waited for us in the bus! *wth..they get to rest so much longer! it was a long bus trip back to haising and then sch ended. anyway. here are some of the pics i took on that day. =)

NICE RIGHT? treats that cindy bought from home =)
just like the movies.
we came from that hole right there nature's beauty
i was getting bored..
see that red thing there? what insect is it ar?
so cute. so different!!
the water so so so clear. nice!
a beautiful pond?
we walked all this
and this!
then after that went over to michelle's house play xbox halo2! so addictive can! hahas. love it love it. me and cindy Just simply LOVE IT! hahas. chelle's mum was very nice. and she does wonders in the kitchen. the food is nice lah. we helped michelle play till levels she never been to *grins at cindy =D HAHAS. wonderful time spent there. THANKS CHELLE !!!!! =))

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9:15 PM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

HEY! hahas. today went out with andrea, cindy, ethel and yiling! =)) had fun. watched inside man. it was nice =) not love. not comedy. not horror. something different from what we would normally watch. somemore so unexpected heh. walked around.

HAPPY!
its been long since we took prints together =)
cindy took this! heh.
loves loves.
=D

hmm saw him at tm. hah. he was sing tong hua with the unknown lady there. wonder what's his name. SOMEONE tell me please =)
plain fun.
we love each other.
cindy and me =D

Always in my heart.

Time can teach us many things
And a lot are not so great.
I began to look inside my heart
For the answers way too late.
I know I hurt you many times
I failed you here and there.
I never meant to make you sad.
You have to know I truly care.
Don't judge my love by past mistakes.
I've always kept you near.
You're on my mind and in my dreams
You're the salt in every tear.
For every tear I cry for you
A pain inside me grows.
I miss you much, I love you dear,
I ache more than it shows.
Have faith in me my darlin' boy.
I'll be back for you some day.
You'll always be inside my heart,
Even though I've gone astray.

There is no will to have power in a relationship when there is true love. When power predominates, true love is lacking. One person will always live in the shadow of the other.

Mysterious love can be love where two lovers keep each other guessing about their feelings.

much hearts.
-hillary

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Masquerade Love.
11:16 PM

well gonna blog bout yesterday. yesterday had sports day. was quite boring lah. but still kinda better than last year i guess. hahas. it rained towards the end so we kinda skipped a few events and went straight to prize giving.

cant blame us for being bored right?
since we were dismissed at 11.55 we had only 1 period of art. heh. so we took PICS =) and thats mrs lim. pretty teacher huh? our co-form =D
class photo! class photo! guess most of the girls went off.. hahas. but still this is cool. taken from the screen!
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11:06 PM