The last something that meant anything.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

HEY PEOPLE! whoo. long long lonnggggggggg since i last updated. many many things happened. well my tests didnt go well. flunk dnt like nobody's buisness. 6.5/30! HAH. expected. hahas. then flunk physics. the whole reflect and refrect thing. yucks! well we'd done the presentation for ipw. i think i made a mess out of it. slept at 4.30am like that and woke up at freaking 7am. hah. i was already late. ipw KILLS! anyway mid year is soon. so so sooooo soon. and i have not even started revising. great... hahas. i still havent do CME project. ELISHAAA!!! today was ok.. hahas. chatted through SRA. then mr tan told us bout stuff..weird stuff? but it was ok. hahas.

the oh-so-complicated.
If you would ask me how long I am going to love you, than my answer would be: "I can't tell you, because I don't know how long I am going to live".

even though you love someone so much, when its time you'd still have to let go.
I loved him. I did. Not obsessive, compulsive, chill-rising love... Not the love most people encounter.
It wasn't weak, but it wasn't strong... In the sense of, SOUL. He was different, special, unique and beautiful. Just different. I felt he was a shelter, a place I could escape to when everything in this world was a reason to runaway. He understood without words- without arguments- without gestures- without explanations- without reasons- without... Having to... He just did. He simply understood me.

you're my everything. but im not yours.

life's been really messy. many ups and downs. and walking toooooo much in rain brings no good. IM SICK. and insufficient sleep too.. anyway anyway. gotta catchup with my hw!

BYE PEOPLE.
-hillary

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