Sunday, September 24, 2006
why must we always end up being strangers? such a pity. you always think you're right. you never cared more about others. about me. why? until now, the many times we'd been together, you never seem to really care. all the words and messages were just sweet nothings. you think you're the victim of love?! fuck you. you just never notice, i kept my mouthshut and everything i felt to myself. you'll never understand. you're just a heartless creature who think hell lots about yourself. you say you don't trust me but why would i do what i'd done if you'd just paid more attention to whats going on. don't think you're that great. you're not everything. have you ever felt that i was the only one in your life. FUCK NO. you had so many more around you. you thought i didn't care. i did. but you never bothered to find out anyway. even when i wanted to give up, but cause of love. i stayed on. i had faith in you. but you only brought me disappointment. did you ever love me enough? you think you did. you did the exact same damn thing to me for how many fucking times! i stayed on. you never thought i was hurt. you thought that it was alright. you thought that i will always be there. like a toy you play. you were right. i was. whenever you turned back. i accepted. the faith and love never fade. but all you did was take me for granted. i got fed up. i showered you with all the love you need but you fucking just didn't care. i wasted my time on someone who does not care if i existed or not. i found someone else. who cared more. he saved me from me. and since you said that you can't be with a girl you can't trust. why should i be with a guy who doesn't even seem to love me in the first place. and you said that you found your happiness. good for you. but will she just turn out to be another heartbrokened one? i hate you for everything you'd done. i take back all that i've said to you. you're never the right one. why do guys actually bothered to sweet talk girs when they are all sweet nothing? waste of time. breathe. and energy. sighs. other than yesterday. today have been a not-so-great day. i threw up everything i ate just now =x that sucked. cindy reminded me about the many hw which i have not done. and the many tests which i have not studied. and the project which i have not completed. STRESS!!!!! quick shoo go exams. go awayyyy. lol. im bored.finally, its gone. :)-hillaryLabels: delete
Masquerade Love.
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