The last something that meant anything.

Monday, February 19, 2007

I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you
when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was
raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then
just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to
talk to, but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when
you threw up,and didn't get mad at you
for puking in my car,
but when we went out, you went home with
another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am
when your new man hit you and dropped
you off in the middle of nowhere,
but you was not good enough to listen to me
when I needed a friend

I'm sorry
If I started being there, and being
used as a door mat, only to be thrown
to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call,
to listen to you cry for hours,
instead of getting a couple hours
of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize..
I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can't ever do anything right, and
nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and
told you about it, I thought that was
what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and
actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was
threatening you instead of spending
time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night to talk about
how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always bitch and bitch to their
friends that there is never any good guys out there,
and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them.
Well ladies next time when you're bitching, maybe
look up to see who you're bitching to,maybe that special
someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual,
screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually
searching for is right by you.

this is a bulletin extracted from friendster. appearantly it sounds quite true. though abit insulting but you have to admit this happens to many.

MY ITCHING FINGER IS KILLING MEEEEEEE. RAHHH
yeah tmr going bai nian with my lovely people ((:

today went to an indian family to bai nian. their daughters were super cute. AND INTERNATIONAL SCH HAVE FUCKING LOTS OF HOLIDAYYYYS.

currently talking to MR EVIL. hohoho. and i think he wants me to blog bout him? LOL ALVIN ONG is a caring yet EVIL kor (:

thats all for now.

loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:42 PM