The last something that meant anything.

Friday, March 30, 2007

WE ARE FAMILYYYY WHOOOO X) camp was ABSOLUTE LOVE X) yes i know i ranted hell lots about it but i loved it in the end. 3e5 is super super love X) i'm satisfied with myself. overcame my fears. did heights stuff and i made it through. HOHOHO. even it poured like no one's business yesterday but we had fun walking in the rain. and being spastic and high. instructors were lovely people. most of them at least. school spirits was high which made everyone even more high except for a couple of events but other than that all was good. went for night walk on the first night. no torchlight. no water. no hp -.- but but but when we were at the field i saw stars. pretty pretty stars. very romantic i suppose HAHA. kim was retarded XP the place was alright except for the fact that there were hell lots of insects. saw one really cute on this morning and it rolled up when leon KICKED it. =x I MISS CAMPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. can't believe i'm actually saying this. super tired now. missed alot of people ppl too. hohoho.

rockclimbingabseilingcrossropecourse ACCOMPLISHED X)

3e5 rocks!
we are family! woot woot! yeahhhhh X)
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
5:03 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

CAMPPPPPPPPPPP. im excited. no doubt BUTTTTTTTT. i just don't like the whole idea of camp. BOO. im so gonna miss people. =x anyway. today had poa and grand review. sure die for both =x life is BORING HERE. sch was slack-ish today. watched a skit. laughed a whole lot. watched soccer match with su and nic. waited for sha sha then homeeeeeeeee. very typical day eh. CAMP IS like what WEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. and i'll only be back on friday. all the way at moe dairy farm. wish me luck eh. 3 days 2 night can't be THATTT bad can it?

hohoho. i'm tired X)

love love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:29 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

SCREAMSSSSSSSSSS X) whoo. hahas. yetserday had sports day. x) thumbs up for purple house (: and king kongggggggggg X) hohoho. it ended round 5++ went home bathed changed met su at mrt. then went to find kun yuan they all. went to play billard. hohoho. funny lol. liu ting came. damn cute. finding the balls super cute. HAHA. spastic. then saw jordon. another tall one -.- LOL. hahas. stayed round 10+ then went home. =D was super tired.

now am super boreded. supposeded going to stay home i think. i want go outttttttttt. daddy quick go overseas!! QUICKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. boo. there's camp next week. and syf its about a month away. so much to do yet so little time.

eating all your kings and queens.

much loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:45 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

HOHOHO! busy busy week x) can't remember what exactly happen pass few days. today was quite slack. QUITE. physics 1 free period. geog teacher delayed 5 mins of lesson. and ss teacher had impt. meeting to attended which left us with practically 3/4 period free x) was super bored. then had ap. then sch ended. it RAINED. bloody hell. borrowed umbrella. met su. waited for ppl to finish pc. I WENT BACK TO SCH TO FETCH ELISHA SO SHE WOULDN'T GET WET X) hohoho. i just felt like typing that in bold =x HAHA. then went to simei. went to 228. saw people. then went home. am super tired =x and there's sports day tmr!! -.- lame. wonder whether it would rain..

and even when your hopes is gone, move along move along just to make it through.

much loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:39 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

hello.

have you ever wondered how some people's live are just oh-so-perfect while some are so screwed up? it's really that unfair. somethings you want so badly, you tried every single way to keep it or get it but somehow someone else just gets without any effort. screw it. rahhh. randomness. hahas.

yesterday slept quite late. and now im still doing hw. RAHHHH.

don't be sad luh ok? smileeeeeeeees! sorryyyyyy. my fault ok? wonder when you'll read this. hmm. lol.

gonna finish my compo by tonightttttt.

who knew.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:06 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

HELLO HELLO (: woke up 11.50 this morning (: hehe. gonna spend today doing HOMEWORK. yes. im going to do HOMEWORK! (:

had dance yesterday morning. went home changed and got ready for sun tanning! went to pasir ris beach. and cin told me that they were at elias that side. cabbed to elias then went to colin's house. slacked there awhile. non-alcoholic beer taste like apple juice -.- then left for white sands. met rainft and ernest. then went to ecp. THE FURTHEST BBQ PIT ever from the seven eleven -.- as time passed, people came. loads of people. haha. there wasn't enough charcoal etc etc for the bbq so they cycled all the way to 7-11. rainft cycled me and it was a super long ride. then his friend drove me back to the bbq. lol. waited for those two to come back and by then i had to leave hahas. saw some pretty nice people (: RAINFT OWES ME QING TIAN ON GUITAR!! hohoho. thats bout it was super tired.

and someone's at some university playing 3 on 3 basketball (: jia you. hohoho

oh my love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
1:17 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

HOHOHO (: went for psl and half an hour of dance. the course was ok luh. abit pathetic oh-well. super tired now. went to bugis and shopped with mummy! (: hahas. then went to eat dinner while waiting for daddy to arrive. now im home sweet home.

yesterday went to watch punisher at val's house with nicholas. FUNNY LOL. i like never kena bullied ALL the way. poor nicholas kena smack many many times by me =x walked home. LOL. idiot suan me all the way somemore xP HAHA.

anyway.. I WANT WATCH STOMP THE YARD! and MUSIC AND LYRICS. and many many more movies. feeling super tired =x

now a special request from TAY QI RUI. hohoho. im suppose to blog about him. and im kinda speechless. WE MADE A DEAL!! i'll teach him POA and he'll teach me MATHS! REMEMBER?! hohoho don't think i forgotten. he's a nice guy luh. funny lol. and a family guy WHICH you can't tell =x the type of person you'll confide in? hmmm. qi rui is handsome. HOHOHO. not bad combination huh. good looking family guy. HAHAHA. IM NICE. i blogged nice stuff about YOUUUUU. (: bet you're going to read this now =x HAHA

super super bored. =x

you'll always be.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:03 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

HOHOHO. hello humans (: quite awhile since i actually blogged bout something more eventful? anyway. daddy got my comp fixed and well. practically all my files are gone. and my 1000+ songs ARE *POOF* gone too. BOO.

anyway anyway. went to valerie's house to ton with su, sha, matthias, nic, vin and kun yuan. caught hannibal rising at cineleisure. everyone was there cept for su and sha. the movie was sick =x not gonna elaborate. went to tamp mart to rent dvds. (: voice, accepted, colic, hollow man 2 and the punisher. went to eastpoint ate our dinner and bought whatever we wanted and needed. kun yuan, nic and vin like NEVER di siao as i eat. bloody hell sia. eat also cannot eat in peace lol!!! hahas. then went back to valerie's house. all of them went out to fetch sha from mrt while me and val carried stuff into the living room. waited for everyone to come back and we started off by watching voice. LOL. the movie was sad i suppose. wasn't scary at all -.- neither was it interesting. LOL. watched accepted next. it was love. super funny. actually underneathe all the comedy and stuff it was quite meaningful. and caught colic (: HOHOHO. finally get to watch it. all the while throughout the movie nic was on the sofa and the rest of us on the floor. and i had a fun time lying on his leg HAHA. was super tiring to sit infront for hours =x colic was not scary but just shocking i guess. after that i went to sleep. throughtout the night we had many little visitors -.- CROCKROACHES and MOSQUITOES. yes. of all visitors. -.- HAHA. the guys managed to kill 2 of the crockroaches and su and ppl managed to kill 2 mosquitoes. their actions super retarded!! TRIED very hard to sleep =x waking up every few minutes. i have appearantly not idea why. by the time hollow man 2 finished, it was about 5.30?? then slept till 6.30 and had to drag myself out to bathe.

I DIDN'T TAKE THAT LONG TO BATHE LOL. by the time i came out everyone was soundly asleep -.- woke up valerie and she waited for cab with me. went for dance. super tired. came back bathe. then went to somewhere at tanah merah for breakfast/lunch. walked back to tanah merah mrt and my dear girl was holding on the skates AND slippers -.- damn cute. went back to val's house. slacked a little. then went to meet hong yen, bronza etc. nic left for soccer. PS! xP then we went to 225 and slacked. i had to go home and the rest went to bedok for dinner.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONG YEN!!!

ton-ing over at val's house was love (: HOHOHO.
i'm a worn out girl.

much loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:45 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLEEEE * my dear sexy legs !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOMAINEEEEE (:

why do things have to be sooooo weird? lol. anyway. after sch went for psl. followed sec 4s for their C.I.P. went with 4e4 funny eh. hahas. ended at 4+++ 5. went back and waited for them to finish their debrief. sat outside sch and waited for elisha to finish band. and and after waiting for her she have to go hone -.- then went to slack at simei. boreded. went to eastpoint and went home.

can someone just stab me and let me die there.
I ONLY BLOODY DID IT FOR FUN. no intentions at all.
and moreover, its not even meant for you to know -.-
lol. how can something i do for fun turn out this way...

just pissed.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:26 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY KIMMYYYYY!
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SEN KIAT!

hohoho. happy birthday to both of you. twinnnns eh. HAHA. (:

anyway.lessons were boring. flunk geog like no one's buisness. SAD SIA!!! tmr is my dear michelle's birthday. 1 hour 8 mins more. ((:

its gonna be a hectic week tmr. HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!!!!

gonna keep this short i guess.

LOVES.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:46 PM

Monday, March 05, 2007

hello all the beautiful people there (: i really wish i could rewind time.. wish..

nothing much happened on sunday appearantly. had lunch with parents and their friends. a 1 year old baby can sing ting mama de hua. UBER CUTE! haha. and my comp got upgraded (:

5th march 2007
nothing much happened today. got back some papers. passed POA 36.5 HOHOHO (: failed chinese by 1 bloody mark but pass the overall. flunk bio and maths as expected. i've got nothing to say. then went to slack with su, val, vin, jerryl, grayson. played cards. i guess i was pissed. shooted jerryl like fuck. felt guilty but well.. im not the first one HAHA. then suddenly my own thoughts hit me too. emo. rahhhh.

sometimes i really wish i never knew. but sometimes i really wish i could go back in time. i know i need to pull this through no matter what but i just can't let go. its easier said than done. i guess those times spent were really one of the best moments in my life so far. i miss those times. i really do. still remembered thinking all the days we'd spend together. but it never happened. i guess i'd be happy to know that you're happy.

i want more FREE PERIODS!! (:

happy sweet sixteen in advance (:

stabbed.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:56 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

hello(: baby im so crushed.. i don't know just what do. emooooo songs. haha. went out with sha, chin seng, clive and yan how. watched ghost rider at plaza sing. frozed in the cinema. the show is quite nice. BLACK HEART IS HOT though he's evil. ROS/ROX IS DABOMB. then went shopping for present. walked with LEG CRAMPS. hurt real bad can. then went to spot light. korkor came to spotlight find me and gave me belated birthday present. from marina go tanah merah and came all the way to plaza sing to find me. IM TOUCHED HAHA. left with chin seng and sha. cabbed to simei. passed to bernard his present. went to his party for like 5 mins? and and i saw his mum. awww i miss his mum. forever so cute. hahas. then went to meet parents.

are you worth that much pain and hurt?
are you worth all those tears.
you're worth nothing.
why can't i move on..
why can't i look like past you as though you're not there
why can't i forget about our past?
why can't i forget about you, every single thing about you?

like always, you're as hard as a rock. you'll never show your weaker side? will you? you seem so unaffacted by everything. i'm so crushed.

over you.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:43 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007

HOHOHO. the week has finally came to an end! so are common tests (: had pe on thursday and my leg is cramping like fuck -.- rahhhhh. super painful. =x had make up course today after sch. the instructor was pretty nice. then it was quite fun. HAHA. was pouring like mad after dance. went to meet su and co. at ws. ate. then went to slack. ber, wei kang, ming chuan, linus came too. with their cute bikes. haha. they left at 7++ only wei kang stayed. doggy came. played cards again. hohoho. and now im home. tiredddddddd. (: i had smoky eyes! doodling is RANDOM. (:

i love fortune telling cards (: HAHA.

black tangled heart.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:14 PM