The last something that meant anything.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

HELLO my lovelys. its been awhile since i blog eh. been busy. im in school like everyday -.- YES. everyday single day even though its school holidays. had dance one mon and tues and attended the sec 3 EL camp. sounded lame lah. the first part was teaching us bout oral skills -.- DAMN BORING. yes. then after that was games. sound even more lame right. but it was actually fun. X) so not bad lah. went to comp lab find jiejie they all then went to ws to find ethel they all. damn spastic lah. sam came and then we left. went to meet love. IDIOT STOP SKIPPING MEALS! kuku can. now im super tired but nevertheless im waiting for his phone call -.- cause that neh neh have yet to reach home and his hp batt is FLAT. win lah. -.-

tmr's the concert. having the i-can't-wait-to-see-her-dance feeling. X)) YES. i can't wait! i think its gonna look damn nice lah. and friday would be project i malaysia trip X) 3 days 2 night. I'LL MISS LOVE! yes X) i told you i'll miss you. and being very nice i'm lending him my gameboy to keep him company. WAHAHA. now im super duper bored and am gonna post random stuff abstracted from friendster bulletin and even though its damn lame. its sweet lah!

Top 45 things a girl love.

1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more,deny it. fight back.
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back andhug her tight so she cant get to herfriends. it makes her feel loved.
16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her.
17-kiss her unexpectedly.
18-***HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST!!!*** [hmm. so appearantly girls love this?]
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! [agree]
20-tell her the way you feel about her and show her that you mean it too.
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DON'T ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still help makes her feel special.
26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-text messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her [love you never fail to do that luh]
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you
31-Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32-When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33-Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them)
34-While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt herchin up and kiss her lightly.
35-Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
36-When people diss her, stand up for her.
37-Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38-Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39-When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40-When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41-Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42-Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43-Take her for long walks at night
44-Dedicate a song to her.
45-Always Remind her how much you love her.

A perfect Boyfriend.

1. give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
2. leave her cute text notes.
3. kiss her in front of your friends.
4. tell her she looks beautiful.
5. look into her eyes when you talk to her.
6. let her mess with your hair.
7. touch her hair.
8. just walk around with her.
9. forgive her for her mistakes.
10. look at her like she's the only girl you see.
11. tickle her even when she says stop.
12. hold her hand when you're around your friends.
13. when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
14. let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. get her mad, then kiss her.
16. tease her and let her tease you back.
17. stay up all night with her when she's sick.
18. watch her favorite movie with her.
19. kiss her forehead.
20. give her the world.
21. write her letters.
22. let her wear your clothes.
23. when she's sad, hang out with her.
24. let her know she's important.
25. let her take all the photos she wants of you.
26. kiss her in the pouring rain.
27. when you fall in love with her, tell her.

YES. appearantly im super bored and its taking me ages to blog. love's home X)

and since no one is perfect you're the closest thing to a perfect boyfriend luh love. (: i love you so. i know this thing is super common on friendster bulletin but it kinda make sense sometimes eh. IM MISSING YOU NEHNEH! this seem to be a very long post -.-

you're the sweetest thing love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:13 AM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

WAHAHAHA. shopping was LOVE LOVE LOVE! went shopping with mummy X) went from shop to shop. got 3 pairs of heels. 3 tops and a pair of jeans X) HAHA. im quite contented. there's dance tmr. super tired now. and love is playing dota -.- RAHHH. boyfriend stealer eh? oh-well. im boredddddddddddddddddd. collecting jerseys tmr (: so many things coming up. X) ethel got herself a new haircut. less mushroom-ish. k. now i've nothing to blog bout. I WANT GO OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

iloveyou
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:39 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

HOHOHO. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL X) but still need go school -.- anyway. got back report card. showed mummy. complained =x yes. complained and so all she said was jia you and try harder and smile. brought home everything from school. EVERYTHING CAN! heavy shit. ate bk with jiejie and we shared cab home. HAHAHA.

im super super tired now =x just got home not long ago X) went home straight after school. bathed changed went to tm to meet love. went to parkway walk then went to east coast (: hahas. promised to bring me star gazing at beach. X) hahas. sat there and waited for sun to set and stars to appear. super super sweet. he sang X) it was just super love luh. a few hours later his friends came to join us. he sent me home and so im here being super bored and tired. i love you eff lots! hahas. ni jui shi wo de wei yi. imissyou. and you know it!

lovelove.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:02 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

HELLO! rahhh. yes yes. im at homeeeeee. rahhh. screw pukes. gonna go school later. im super bored. anyway daddy's not in singapore so yeah for me X) love is sick at home too. LOL. take cares luh neh neh. get well soon! stop eating chocolates and cookies! anyway pictures from sunday. (: lovelove.

gonna end this off with one more photo (: i love you.

lovelove.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:25 AM

Monday, May 21, 2007

congrats e5 (: you guys rock ass! even though kimmy's sick at home we did our best ya? and we didn't disappoint anyone.

sch sucked. yes. boring shit. had photo taking today. only had 2 actual subjects luh. poa and maths. other than that all slack. eng went to borrow books. yes. 3 eng books and 1 chi. LOL. retarded. then after lunch there was no teachers at all luh -.- then interclass. went to bedok to have dinner with sha su they all. then went to colin house that side and i went home. wanted to go beach at first but wasn't feeling well. went home and puked -.- yes puked. everything i eat -.- nehneh can. feeling better now and love is sick at home luh. kuku. he just fell asleep. LOL. i love you sweetheart. get well soon ks!

SAM GET WELL SOON! and am super super sorry still!

lovelove.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:03 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

HAPPY FRIST MONTH LOVE!

IM SURPRISED LUH! how did you blog sia! tellmetellmetellme! neh neh. i love you oh-so-effing-much! you're my dream come true luh ((:

k celebrated first month with love and i flooded him with amos cookies X) and he was super tempted to eat it luh. SORE THROAT LUH. walked round places. went to roof terrace at esplanade and we like saw a couple made out luh. damn funny can! then we talked bout lots of stuff. it was meaningful time spent eh? dinner at long johns damn funny can then he sent me home. kukuhead luh. i love you dearly <3

you mean the world to me.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:22 PM

happy first month , love ! <3

baby , surprise to see me here ?
lols .
its only been a while and we are together for 1 month .
how time flies .
hhas . XD
and guess what ? we have not quarrel at all !
all thanks to you for giving in all e time .
i love you tons and tons luh .
and you shall be e MOST wonderful girlfriend i ever had X)) !
muacks !
off i go to meet you now .
woohoo XD .

denz was here !
whahahahahs

-its you who let me realise how wonderful it is ,
to be loved <3 .

Masquerade Love.
12:43 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

hello there (: as you may have read from kimmy's blog. yes we'll have to replay interclass. SCREW IT! RAHHHH. and and im like super bored luh. went to make class tee this morning with sha, kim and farizah. none of us are really morning people. -.- went to queensway. yes. queensway. went to this shop where the uncle was damn GL. and kim got angry HAHA. you should have seen. then went to another shop. ordered there. the shopkeeper was a nice lady. (: rushed to town to meet parents. LOL. yes RUSHED. was late. and and tmr is one month X) thats super fast luh. i love you eff lots X) im sleepy =x rahhhh. i want go shoppinggggggg. there's like school lah during the holidays. most holiday-ish like right. I NEED TO SHOPPPPP. im very deprive from shopping. oh oh oh and im getting superman and woman couple shirt with HANNAH X) k now im really bored and i've got nothing to blog bout. rahhh muscles are aching!

iloveyou.
-hillary

200407 (:

Masquerade Love.
4:57 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

WHOOOO! 3e5 IS L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E LOVE! interclass today and had many tough matches. the high spirit kept us going on despite the falls and hits. X) many close matches too. scores for the game visit class blog please (: AND FOR THE GUYS who showed the least bit of support HAH we won. and michy hope your leg is ok! take care woman! and to all the ppl who fell/injured themselves in one way or another. TAKE CARE! and e4 have great class spirit lah. neh neh our class like fuck the guys -.- oh well. we had fun. and am super tired now. after that met dearest. im oh-so-very-very-very-sorry!!! didn't mean to be so moody and tired luh. and thanks for the massage X) anyway got back more papers today. guess what! 3 people passed bio -.- and obviously i failed. failed poa too. and yada yada.

LOL. my msn explorer close and i thought everything would go *POOF* and i need to re-type. but guess what! recover post is LOVE (:

dearest im loving effing lots!
-hillary

4 more days!!! X)

Masquerade Love.
9:09 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

photos from my dear girls birthday X)

Masquerade Love.
7:12 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL DEAREST! X)

happy birthday sweetheart! you're finally 15! and you've got SHADES X) hot hot hot! ok date back!

14th may 07.
celebrated ethel's birthday. sort of lah. took neoprints. awww i miss those days (: bought shades X) then went to sing. and yes singing brings back tons of memories. good bad. laugh cry. what nots. every song seems special to us and every lyrics have different meaning to us. random much =x then i left at 530 to meet love at tamp. claiming that he look like a tree. =x HAHA. damn cute lah. and i had to rush back home and all. talked to him till 2.30am last night. achievement! hahas. im missing you (:

today celebrated ethel's actual birthday (: she seemed like a happy mushroom. cute cute cute. you're love dearest. got back results. as usual i flunk maths like no one's business and i flunk phy too. rahhh. eng and chi are ok. slack-ish day. after school went to simei play netball. love love (: all the running and jumping. hahas. tmr's interclass. go 3e5 X) now im waiting for the neh neh to actually see the fact that his phone has no reception at all -.- RAHHHH.

oh-so-in-love with you.
-hillary

note-to-self: 5 more days love X)

Masquerade Love.
6:54 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Happy mother's day nette mummy! <33

its been 3 years X) loving you ever so much. if the guy doesn't cares neither should you! XP its his loss. move along ok? your daughter will always be here for you (: xoxo!

Masquerade Love.
10:35 AM

love's home X) hahas. so cute eh. 6++ go home. then call me. HAHA. neh neh. im missing you. you're like sleeping luh xP anyway anyway. here are the pictures (: i love you dearly. and thanks cin! hohoho.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING X) and and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY mummy dearest (:

and i miss you love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:49 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVEEEEEEEEEE! <3
happy mother's day X)

hohoho. went to cindy's house early in the morning make chocolates for love (: didn't turn out as expected so had many last min. changes. and sushi sushi X) her mum super cute lah. and then went to meet love at tamp. was late =x sorry!! hahas. but at least he like the present X) walked round town, took neoprints. went to toys r us X) so cute can and love eat chocolate like small boy luh. HEELS KILLED ME TODAY. oh well its worth it =x then went to meet his friends at marina. ate dinner there. damn funny luh. then went to merlion slack till my parents came. NEH NEH LAH. they came at 11.56? 11.57? A FEW MORE MINUTES TO HIS BIRTHDAY LAH. idiot can. they should have just attend the whole thing -.- stupid leave first don't know for what -.- guess love's playing dota at katong now. rahhh someone's gonna ton tonight. (: im missing you.

special little note X) : dearest i love you uberly much. honoured luh first gf to spend birthday with you. iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. there'll be many more birthdays to come eh! HOHOHO. hope the chocolates taste nice. thought that counts right right right! hahas. you're my only one (:

good nights people. and and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST DEAREST BOY! you're love! <33

i love you till forever (:
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:51 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

JUMPS FOR JOY! EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR and done with X) ok anyway. yesterday celebrated kingkong's birthday X) she was touched! awwww. bout hamsters for her. + cage+food+sawdust and me and sha made a collage X) even though it was super rush but we did it! jiejie they all got a cake from orchard. and we celebrated at jerryl's house. suppose to smash whip cream on her. then she smash back and guess what.. ITS SMELLS BLOODY LIKE VOMIT. rahhhhhh. but it was fun. quite slackish. took quite a number of photos. quite retarded too =x HAHA. but it was love. hope jiejie enjoyed her hamsters X)

part of humchippt 1008 LOVE.

me and elisha's collage X)

Hamsters and its new home (:

KING KONG EGG JIEJIE X)

photos taken 10/5/07. love sent me home that night (:

and liu ting and shasha were in the pool. [random]
anyway, went to su's house. played with her hamsters. damn retarded. then went to parkway meet love. and im home. talking to him right now. QI RUI I LOVE YOU LUH!! hohoho. gonna get your present tmr X) WAHAHA. keep you in suspense (:

ok am gonna end off with one more photo. KING KONG EGG. X) you're L-O-L-O-V-E!

you're always be the one.
-hillary
i love you (:

Masquerade Love.
9:41 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KING KONG EGG SUJATHA JIEJIE!!!

super long name =x wahahas. jiejie. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU. i love you super super much and i hope you have a special and memorable sweet sixteen!

love yes yes. i know your exams are OVER. RAHHH and i have 4 more papers to go =x you're sleeping by now (: aww so cute can. hahas. i love you super super lots. LOL you sure you not in holiday mood already?! don't bluff! evil evil. im missing you luh. meet you then study. neh neh luh. XP nvm 4 more papers only! and yes i know studying was tiring but you'll be super glad when you see the results? X)

today can wake up super late (: chinese paper wasn't that bad X) and then after school went to get jiejie's present. then went to tm with bronza and lui ting. then met love (: then i had to rush home for tuition. HAMSTERS ARE CUTE. super cute. so are all the small small things which i saw today. rabbit damn cute also luh. all so small and bits stuff. running around like mad. tmr's maths paper 1 and eng paper 3. then i would be left with chem and phy. YEAH.

one and only.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:40 AM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

finally i can spare something to blog (: well exams have already started. 5 more papers to go! SCREW POA AND BIO. rahhhhh. stressed can. monday had chinese paper 1 and social studies. it was alright. BUT POA AND BIO. FUCKIT. yeah there's only chinese paper tmr. (: finally REST. then maths paper 1 and english paper 3, phy and chem paper AND EXAMS ARE BYGONES! in a few more hours time will be kingkong cum egg's birthday X) anyway. after exams went to sha's house to visit her oh-so-adorable tiny hamster. DAMN CUTE i tell you. and super small. then met love. studied abit. love taught me maths. YES. he taught me maths (: and i was suppose to help him with poa but guess what. im flunking poa. anyway. then talked and talked and talked. was getting pms-y and gl-ish claims love. SORRY!! (: didn't mean it luh. anyway he wasn't angry. boo. misses much. SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY COMING OH-SO-SOON (: and so is my dearest ethel's (: oh oh oh and writing letters during exams relief stress X) WOMAN if you're reading this. I WROTE YOU LETTERS.

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when you're mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match your clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

-that's when i love you, Aslyn

yes dearest, that's when i love you (:
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:08 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

HELLLOOOOO X) k yes yes. hillary's very bored. gonna post pictures which should be posted ages ago. dearest is still sleeping. YES still sleeping! X) hahas. anyway. pics from SYF (: i miss DANCING.

with kak intan, dance instructor

LOVE.

pinkkkkkk. (:

pics from our study outing. (: I LOVE SHORTHAIRs.

yes. we mugged!

and ending off with a pic taken ages ago. when cindy dearest have long hair.

i love you my dear boy.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
1:56 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

HELLLOOOOOOOOOO (: k its been awhile since i blogged so here are some things i missed out.

HAPPY BELATER BIRTHDAY COLIN!!!
and as for today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA!!!!

anyway. exams have started so GOOD LUCK people for midyears. maths totally SUCKED. yes sucked. and it will suck forever. RAHHHH i hate maths! oh well. its over. then met love and went to marine parade library study (: then came back to tamp cause i have tuition AND AND QI RUI LOVES APPLEPIEEEEE. X) you and your sudden cravings. cute can. now im super bored. I MISS YOU LUH. appearantly he's playing dota -.- NEH NEH. XP the weekends are once again. waking up late (: but then exams here. so im gonna MUG MUG MUG. (:
i miss dancinggggg.

much misses.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:22 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY WEIYI!!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY COLIN!!

happy birthday to both of you ya. (: BOTH are now legal to watch NC16 eh? HAHA. hope you had a wonderful birthday.

school was boring as usal. everyone is rushing for us to hand in missing assignments so marks could be given. stressful! LOVE IS STRESSED! poor thing eh. sick XP GET WELL SOON LOVE. take care of yourself too luh. neh neh. IM MISSING YOU. and you're sleeping soundly. GOOD LUCKS for your papers tomorrow! your hard work will pay off ok. can see you mugged real hard X) super proud of you luh.

went to study abit today. then jiejie saw love. HAHA. super funny. X) the cane the cane! =x oh well. now im homeeeeee. being bored and completing my CME. -.- LAME I KNOW. CMEEEE of all subjects. rahhh. gonna go continue if not i'll never be able to finish it.

i love you endlessly (:
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:16 AM