The last something that meant anything.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

IM BOREDDDDD. had dance this morning. funny. many many laughters shared. slacked at ws waiting for cindy to come. went to tamp with sam and mich and cin. and i went home after that. boring eh. cause simpson's movie with love. FUNNY EH. damn cute lah. its a good laugh. and now he's playing dota -.- win lah! XP sleepyyyyyyyyyyy. i swear i feel like dying now. I NEED TO SHOP. the urge to shop sooo soo soooo badly lah!

recently i'm seeing a whole lot of people breaking up, patching back and starting a whole new relationship. and looking back at your own. you wonder. good or bad. even when things are not the way you see it to be. you'll still think about what you've assume. its hard not to notice the happenings around you and you may never know the ver next second your boyfriend/girlfriend would be gone. treasure while you can. make the best out of the time you have now. forever are lies. it has never been true. few have proven it to be true. being optimistic won't numb the hurt. yet being negative will only make things worst then it already is. sometimes at the moment when you're about to blow, you think of the worst he could be. or what you think he is. you think you know him a whole lot but you'd be surpirse how little you know of him actually.

never take things for granted. being together is not just simply tender love and care. its bout understanding each other and appreciating each other. it can be simple yet it can be the most complicated thing you would have come across in life. seeing the many happenings left me speechless. why must the guy be such a bastard, why must the girl be such a bitch. ever one is sure to fall into either side. you may have been a victim in this relationship yet you may be the bitch in the next. things don't always go the way you want it to.

treasure what you have before you. don't take him/her for granted cause you may never know when he/she decided to leave.

i love my boyfriend truckloads. (: though we're like quarrelling everyday. by the end of the day things will fall back in place. yes quarrels caused by my nonsense. -.- HAH. but its not my fault! XP oh well. no more arguements. i miss you darling.

200407. there's still a long way to go.
-hillary

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