I could sit in this house
In this room, in this bed
Just as long as I’m feeling this way
And boy since you’ve been away
I cant sleep, I’ve been awake
I just lay here trying to deal with this pain..
Four walls and no you (wow)
The silence in this room is so loud
No one else can fix it but you
I’m sitting here wishing I could change the past
Knowing deep inside I can’t get my baby back
I lost you, I lost you
Oh baby I just cant stand the way that I lost you
I’ve been trying
To put the pieces of a picture
Back together
But it just don't look the same
anyway. went out with cindy love today. town-ed. walked round. and took neoprints. been light years since we did that. many heart to heart talks. long bus journey from town and cam whoring. hahas. babe we're gonna get through this. we will. thanks all my lovelys for everything. Here are some photos:TOWN (:
Farewell night
Class gathering
The rest of the class gathering photos still with kim. i want photos! and the teachers' day dance video! i really really miss him like fuck. everywhere i go reminds me of him. i can't get use to not having you around lah. YES. i feel like an idiot now but still. baby come back to me, in my heart i still believe that we can be together. i want you backkkkk. zomg. i can't believe i typed all this. rahhh. fever is driving me nuts!
you're still the only one,
-hillary
