hellooooo humans (: finally i'm home. and blogger is lagging like shit -.- anyway, here is the schedule for dance. updated one. 1st nov, 2.15 - 4pm 2nd nov, 1.30-3pm 7th nov, 2-4pm 13th nov, 12-2pm 14th nov, 12-2pm 19th nov 12-2pm 21st nov, 11-1pm
so please turn up for dance.
okay so went to school today. BORING. very. went to steph's condo's swimming pool area for a while and then i left. went home changed and met sam. went to xcraft and bought my studs X) and then headed to simpang for dinner. definitely love lah. then went to sk's chalet. funny can. and it's real sweet of him to book the chalet for his gf's birthday. moving on, sat down and talk. Halloween night and we saw some ang moh all dressed up and walking round. damn funny sia. then the guys wanted to play soccer, me and sam got bored watching so we took their phone and changed all their wallpapers. typical. =x hahas. and then now i'm home. ahhhh fuck lahhhh !@#$%^ tmr got school. AND TEST. and i like studied -.- i'm so gonna flunk it even if its easy.
today is a funny day. really. and weird in many many ways.
who doesn't long for someone to hold. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
10:25 PM
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
dad, i hate you. i can never forget. bloody bastard. fuck you.
Masquerade Love.
10:30 PM
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone
helloooooo. hahas. i've been very lazy recently =x school today was alright. played daidi, stress and PSP. I SWEAR I WAS DAMN IRRITATED. GERALD YOU BETTER GET THAT GIRL BACK TO 5th DEN! and the other one to 2nd den! bloody PSP. so whole days was PSP PSP PSP cards cards cards.
yesterday had lunch with rebecca and humans. follwed rebecca to her school then walked round whitesands. and then went to her house. okay i cut out many parts cause lazy luh. watched part of house of wax at her house. gross bodoh. hahas. her maid super super cute. and her hair is super long lah! okay very random. =x ahhhhhh. now i'm home and great there's school tmr. again. and for the convenience for some people and myself. this is the dance schedule for the holiday.
i can't wait for bridging to end. i want to enjoy my holidays. CHALETTTTT. (:
here we are again. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
7:56 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
I'M BORED. seriously nothing is happening. it's pouring heavily. SIAN. there's school tmr. so much for holidays. oh well. lets hope that lessons would be fun. somehow. the weather is very fuck up. and i swear all the humans online are gaming -.- KIMMMMM. come online!
i'm sorry for the wrong things that i've done. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
3:41 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
JOB HUNT! not me but my two dear girls. mich and sam. okay so went down to simei. walked all around. practically going into every shop asking if they are hiring people and sadly, 16 and above. -.- whats the whole point of changing the min. age to work to 14 if shops hire 16 and above. went down to tm and continued the hunt. and once again. 16 and above. cs was no better lah. so in the end we went to kfc for dinner. and slacked. talked alot alot. reminiscing bout old times. good and bad. i miss those times. walked abit more. went to open plaza. slacked even more. saw some humans. ethel came. walked abit more. arcade-d and then home (:
and and 15th NOV. CLASS CHALET (: successfully booked it even though its like super last minute.
PHOTOS (:
Photos taken during free periods. thats how bored we were =x my bimbos and airheads.
Out with farizah and eli (: i was lazy to upload the photos then so here's the rest. =x
hahas. the many photos here. ahhh. i'm gonna miss alot alot of things. okay. my headache's been killing me today. rahhhh. the bee movie is coming out soon (: this is damn random =x
you are a million miles away. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
9:45 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
HELLOOOOOOO (: i'm super tired but i'm gonna blog for a bit cause i'm super bored. today was officially the last day of school. but obviously we'll have to come back for lessons, cca and what not. so my first quarter of my holiday is gone. depressing much. okay blogger is being bitchy again -.- anyway, did spring cleaning in class. quite fun lol. principal gave his speech to wrap up the school year and we had teacher admin. we sat at the parade square there for super long this morning due to the many prizes, awards give out and talks. 3E5 is love (: i'll miss this year. alot. and especially those humans. I MISS YOU PEOPLE ALOT ALOT. we received $150 worth of vouchers. gonna put into the class fund for chalet X) hopefully we'll be able to book it. I WANT CHALET VERY BADLY! specially one with the class. anyway. so much for happy holidays. i still need to get my butt to school next week.
Yesterday was boring too. okay i seriously need to recall. i'm super sleepy lah =x OH we had an emergency exercise. SUPER LAME. they played sound effects through the speakers just to make it sound as though there are tremors. but i think no one actually bothered to hide under the table. ITS RETARDED. was asked to go down to the field. it was bloody hot i tell you. people could have died from heat stroke. played games with cindy, mich and co to make time pass. it really helped lah. went back to class. super super hot. and spent the rest of the day sleeping and daidi. went to food court after that. komal and sam were there too. ate. and talked. (: love conversations. Dr Komal X)
my eyes are closing on me. so GOOD NIGHTS PEOPLE! -hillary
Masquerade Love.
11:24 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
MUSHROOMS! (: school trip to the mushroom and wheat grass farm and otah factory. apparently it sounds damn lame but it turned out quite alright lah. the mushroom farm was cute i suppose. nothing much to see at the wheat grass farm and otah factory. quite factory. everyone just ate otah. -.- HAHAHA. i didn't know that non-spicy otah is actually FISHCAKE. i really didn't know sia. then went back to school. played cards with humans. damn cute lah. and yes i'm a very bad murderer! so paiseh lah. i can't help laughing away. but oh well it was fun. went home. and had been online ever since. helped ethel edit her blog skin. (: and now it's completed. so anyway. tmr gonna get back report book. not look forward to it actually. ahhhh.
PHOTOS (: mushrooms are pretty. in a way lah.
they smell funny. not in a good way.
Wheat grass farm (:
Rest of the photos. (:
Guess this bout it. today was quite alright. and i think i'm down with flu. BOOOOOO.
have you ever, -hillary
Masquerade Love.
10:55 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
RAINNNNN. the morning started off by raining -.- how great right! cindy didn't come school :( met michy at mrt. bus-ed to school. and went off to class. was called to leave class after pledge and yadah yadah. went down. and we were told that we were suppose to conduct sec 1 bonding from 8am-930am. unexpected. unprepared =x hahas. me and ethel tried playing all sorts of games. and apparently there are some funny people lah. -.- but in the end we manage to play at least one game with most of them participating. getting the sec 1s attention and cooperation is definitely not easy. seriously. oh well then we went off for our lunch after sending them to mpr. one hour lunch break? of all times when everyone is super bored and restless. we get a one hour break. on days which we are dying for longer breaks, we get a 20 mins break -.- was suppose to go and join the rest but in the end was called down again. this time it was to take care of the pri 6 Mee Toh primary students. some of them were suppose to go to the mpr to join the sec 1s with the IPW talk whereas the rest take a tour round the school. and the moment we stepped in. we know the talk would be one word, BORING. it was words, words, talk, talk and more words. PICTURES HELLO. pictures seems ten thousand times more interesting. anyway. we managed to get them out of the talk and get a quick tour round the school. a really quick one. it amazes me how i never seen some of the stuff in the school before lah. =x so it all ended at 12. and we went back to our class. slacked till 1 and school ended X) downtown-ed. ate. and slacked with ethel while the rest went home. not a very eventful day. -.- mr saviour is suffering from the same disease. boredom. HAHA. retarded. i know. =x
heading down to a ceramics factory, mushroom farm and otah factory. lol. it's pretty obvious that they are just making it seem like we're being kept busy after the exams -.- ahhh oh well. hopefully tmr is better even though i highly doubt so. and please don't rain!
18th Oct. Farizah and me (:
oh my love. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
9:21 PM
now is 12.11am. and i'm not sleeping. i've nothing to dooooooooooo. and being super pathetic. i'm only at ep 6 of why why love while humans already finish watching the show. i've got nothing to blog bout either. seeing the sec 4 go is sad. i miss egg and baboon. school would definitely be different without them. i miss those times. ton-ing. playing cards at void decks. slacking around after school. and just being damn retarded. i miss them alot alot lah. looking back at the photos. though there weren't many but still. EGG AND BABOON YOU'RE MISS BADLY. okay i'm gonna go sleep now. =x
goodnights people.
i'd miss you once, i'd miss you twic and i'm still missing you. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
12:16 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
BOO. went to town as usual. daddy is sick so dinner with mummy's friend was canceled. and i was like looking forward luh. but he's having high fever so i'm not suppose to complain. ahhh my pms is not helping. i was bored out of the world. watched why why love to kill time. and mr saviour saved me from boredom. sort of lah anyway. SUPER LAME JOKES. zomg. really damn lame. but funny lah still. school is a dread. seriously. tmr will be listening to some talks? emergency exercise thingy? year after year. and obviously school life is not made easier with ms poodle in school being overly particular with our attire and appearance. the thought of it makes me want to snuggle up in bed till noon. okay i'm dreaming. daddy's gonna be home tmr lah. hopefully humans in school will make things ten thousand times better. O levels starts tmr so GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE HUMANS TAKING THEIR Os!once again, the year is ending. ahhh even though this year doesn't seem as nice as last year. i still don't want it to end. the memories. and the class. even though we came from different classes previously, we're bonded as one now. and the feeling is ultra love. i'm gonna miss every single human (:
suddenly, i'm missing you all over again. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
11:04 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
BOOOO. (: okay. my tagboard is very alive. hahas. anyway, went for daddy's company's family day today. it was suppose to be at sentosa but guess what, it changed its venue to pasir ris park -.- THE DIFFERENCE LIKE QUITE SMALL -.- i would have preferred sentosa so much more lah. but nevermind. pasir ris park is more convenient for me to go off. met sam at whitesands and mrt-ed to tanah merah. mich boarded the train at simei. went to bugis. nothing much there. there's the competition for calender guy. some hunk thingy. the poster guy look build. quite hot i guess. kelly poon was also there. went to bugis street to meet steph and followed her buy tees and she had to go off for tuition -.-. then sat down at bugis cafe. camwhored with cindy (: life is getting boring. so out of desperation, we decided to go to haji lane and find a nice cafe to slack at. walked round haiji lane, wanted to bring them to pitch black but it was close. how sad right! but in the end we went to blu jazz(?) some cafe which cindy's sister worked in before. nice atmosphere. nice setting. didn't take many pictures of it. the place is quite cosy. recommended! cindy, mich and sam had their dinner. and after that, i went back to tm to meet my parents for dinner. now i'm super bored. anyway, PHOTOS!
MONSTARS at the beach. Family day.
Bugis Cafe.
Haji Lane, Cafe (:
The cafe nice right! hahas. okay blogger is being bitchy again cause i can't see the cursor thingy. today i pms-ed alot. random! HAHA.
with love. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
10:17 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
To my babes, this video is for you! (:
with all the love in the world, -hillary
Masquerade Love.
7:01 PM
okay. school was boring i swear. we went back to school and listen to some environmental talk and some school improvement talk. waste of time? waited fucking long for cab this morning and i was almost late lah. but best of all even when i manage to get to school without being late, i still kena by the poodle. -.- obviously the hair was the main thing. and then yadah yadah. she wasted so much time. went back to class after the talks and did nothing useful. i'm already having the sad feeling about moving on to next year. ahhhh !@#$%. i'm super bored now. anyway. went to downtown and slacked. we talked for like 3-4 hours at the foodcourt lah. damn retarded. but moments like this are absolute love. now im homeeeeee. and the video is done (: babes, you were the soundtrack of my summer! i love you all! (:
lovelove. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
6:53 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Hai Talent 2007. Dance club and NCC. Sweet, Sugar, Candyman!
with love. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
11:26 PM
hello! (: okay i've been pretty lazy lately and boredom invaded the world. yes. anyway. Hai talent was fun. even though the idea sucked alot at first but the merger with NCC for the performance was damn fun. the guys were really sweet lah. and well they were really great. way beyond our expectations! GREAT JOBS GUYS! you did ncc proud i bet. hahas. it was a competition so prize giving tmr i guess. after the performance we headed back to the dance room and DANCED. (: ENCORE. hahas. lights off. music on. everyone was damn high. specially my dear mich. hahas. she went nuts. but it was really fun. looking forward to another merger X)
kimmy took a video of it. gonna upload it if i can (:
PHOTOS (:
[edit] so went out with farizah and elizaberth today. the rest of the humans were quite stuck at home. met them at cityhall. farizah was damn cute lah. went to fareast and walked around. We say many humans first was YILING and then amanda, geraldine and co. AND WE SAW A CUTE HOT HANDSOME GUY who has a girlfriend who's not exactly what we'd call pretty. AHHHH. I SWEAR HE IS HANDSOME. and he disappeared to i'm-not-sure-where. then we saw this girl who is wearing something like what farizah is and everytime we walk pass them both parties laugh and turn around and look at each other. its damn funny luh. and for some reasons. humans looked at me as though they know me and then walk away. farizah realised that too. I DON'T LIKE IT. photos up soon. hahas. im lazy to get them from my phone. =x [/edit]
I WANT TO MEET THAT HOT GUY AGAIN! X)
and i'm here to say i'm sorry. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
7:37 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
okayyyy so guess what. this whole thing was a misunderstanding? so please stop assuming alright. if there's something you want to say, say to me luh. don't post it on your blog and wait for me to read -.- ahhh anyway its over. so yesterday went out with my girls. cause mr woodcock. ITS DAMN FUNNY. go watch. and kim its not about a guys whose cock is made of wood -.- was suppose to go town? but due to the rain we didn't. went to the arcade. and it was super retarded. went to downtown. went to kuanseng's chalet. the girls were nice (: and it was alright lah. then dinner and home.
school today was useless. seriously. other than the parts which we got back our papers. it was a total waste of my time. teachers also not in class. -.- then had dance. quite fun. i think thats the best part of the day lah. hahas. okay im super tired. the weather is bloody cold today. best to cuddle up. (: BEDDDD. hahas. like i will sleep very early also. and fuck i do not look forward to tmr. tmr will find out who will retain. and i have a strong feeling i might kena. this is sickening. i don't want to know. its getting on my nerve. ahhh. but reality is reality. not helping very much though. oh well. DINNER (:
loves. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
7:23 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
fuck. i like have been flirting, meeting and talking to other guys right. i don't even bloody reply half the guys on my friendster. talk. you also like not talk to other girls what. MEETING? i only like meet one lah. and somemore is with all my friends. and for a short while only. i bet you met more girls than the guys i meet lah. on top of all that. i where got scold you on my blog! you like got promise to come back right. you like not ask me move on. you like got talk to me also. so apparently im suppose to isolate myself while waiting for you right. what i did i actually do sia. you like someone else i don't really care anymore. but saying all that. i mind. i bloody fucking didn't lah. i swear you're damn low.
damn pissed off. this is so irritating. so you think waiting for you is fun right. its like you don't even seem like you will come back lah. i also never reply all the guys that talk to me lah. cept for like one or two which i know lah. i don't even know why im trying so bloody fucking hard lah. i'm glad that you found someone you like lah. and whatever you said bout me i really don't know what you're thinking lah. it's like i don't even know you anymore. my conscience is clear. i waited for you. and i never fell for any other guy. you believe anot your choice. anyway it doesn't even matter anymore. glad that you found someone that'll make you happy. glad that you've found love.
still. you're damn low. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
10:03 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
life's been a bitch recently? i've been bored the whole fucking day. and not only me. my dear girls too luh. seriously how boring can today get. went to town with my parents. nothing interesting there. cept for the fact that the newpaper new face pageant is held there i think. went home and rotted infront of the comp for a good 6 hours. cause im still here now! i swear i could die. anyway. the performance is on wed and i have finish mixing the song. it sounds alright lah i suppose. hopefully it does. gonna head to town tmr i guess and maybe will coincidentally meet a particular ahbeng. HAHAHA. gonna drop by kuan seng's chalet after that. finally after don't know how long gonna meet up with him. this is so boringggggg. friendster is getting boring. everything is boring. cindy is stuck in sims world! xP okay im gonna go read cleo and maybe that could save me from being bored.
HUMPS MILKY COCO puffs. (: my loves. my loves my loves my loves.
i was dumb to believe in you in the first place. i was naive to even think about believing.
ni bi cong qian kuai le. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
10:39 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
today. was bad. it ended bad. went out with sammy and cindy. went to katong. went to awfully chocolate. then to parkway mall. nothing much. arcaded. DAMN FUNNY. we laughed like nothing. damn retarded and cindy's excitedness. HAHA. then went back to tm and i met my parents for dinner. bought the cd for dance. then now im home. and i saw and read something which i don't want to. im disgusted by how im feeling now and im depress over it. its fuck. if i ever see what i hope i wouldn't i don't even know what i'll do lah actually. but still. this is irritating. i feel like an idiot thinking that you may actually come back. guess you're better off with her. rahhh.
Now I know I messed up bad You were the best I ever had I let you down in the worst way It hurts me every single day I'm dying to let you know
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance Cause when it all comes down to the end I could sure use a friend
So many things I would take back You were the best I ever had I don't blame you for hating me I didn't mean to make you leave
You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone Now I know you're the only one that I want I want you back, I want you
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry And ask for a second chance Cause when it all comes down to the end I could sure use a friend Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance All I want to do is make it up to you Cause when it all comes down to the end You were the best I ever had
We fell in love for a reason Now you're leaving And I just want you back So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back I'll never let go of the heart I broke
You and I were living like a love song Now I know you're the only one that I want I want you back, I want you
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry And ask for a second chance All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end I could sure use a friend Now I'm here to say I'm sorry And ask for a second chance All I want to do is make it up to you Cause when it all comes down to the end You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me I feel so bad, I feel so bad You were the best I ever had I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me I feel so bad, I feel so bad You were, You were the best I ever had
i know words wouldn't bring you back, you're the best i ever had. you meant the world to me. and what's meant to be, what's use to be. -hillary
p.s: BLOGGER IS BEING A SERIOUS BITCH. and there's a bee in my room!
Masquerade Love.
11:44 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
BOOOOOOOOOOO. im bored and tired. hahas. when am i ever no bored -.- yesterday was one hell of a day. many events were on at the same time and we were seriously short handed. but we pulled it through (: had dance after sch. the dance is damn cute.
got back some papers today. as expected maths fail. poa failed by 0.5 marks. bloody hell. what to do. lol. got back geog. failed -.- not looking too good for promotion. rahhh. had dance after school. completed the dance. very cute lah. they guys learned pretty quickly. had lunch with thel and jet and then home. was pretty upset after i saw what i saw. but then. aiya. don't know luh. so irritating. now i need to mix the song and cindy is not picking up her phoneeeeeeee. -.- stupid sims. hahas.
i miss you for real.
sweet. sugar. candy man! -hillary
Masquerade Love.
9:34 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
MARKING DAY X) there's no sch today. went out with my 3 dear girls (: it was either zoo or formal but guess what -.- we did neither. we went out to town with plans for singing kbox but after we ate at cine we decided to shop! and did a mini makeover for steph who looks damn hot in her shorts X) all of us bought junky tees. bought one which says 'alone' infront and 'again' behind and another one which says 'daily kcuf' walked to topshop. cindy bought cute comfy shoes. and we went to fareast to get steph's shorts and shoes. she really damn cute lah. then we had dinner outside taka. it was fun. super retarded seeing sam spit out her green tea lah. now i'm tired. took 14 to tanah merah mrt, went to simei and home. rahhh. there's sch tmr. and its gonna be boring lah. at least i get to give a miss to forum =x post exam activities are lame. seriously. they should just let us start our holiday. and just burn away our exam papers. there's nothing to do online anymore. facebook is now less addictive. lol.
PHOTOS (:
would you come back to me. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
10:31 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
ahhh fuck school. fuck teachers. exams are over. do you have to pick on everyone's attire. give us a break. our uniform is not THAT bad except for some maybe but do you have to bloody check every single one. -.- okay anyway. got back english papers and chinese paper 2. marks were depressing. im pretty sure bio and chem and maths and ss and practically every subject is gonna be gone case too. rahhhh. oh well. today had meeting after school again. then went out with cin to bugis and then to suntec and then to marina sq. thel called and we went down bedok to find her for dinner. headed to simpang bedok. eye candy eye candy! hahas. damn cute lah. and then now i'm home (: hopefully i can post photo of our food if i can get it from cin.
tmr's marking day! no school! WAHAHAHA. go out out out out. two of my dear girls have to run back to school due to some matters. so now is a choice between going zoo or wearing formal and going to i'm not sure where. ahhhh. this so suck alot. im missing youuuuuu. zomg. and you won't bloody fucking even know it. cause you can't even be bothered about it lah. RAHHHHH. so irritating.
okay anyway. i read up something from cleo. and i find it meaningful. yes the magazine's been out for awhile but for those of you who didn't buy it. here's some things i find quite meaningful.
You think men lie whenever they have the chance to. Actually they are diplomatic. Men don't always lie. But there will be times when the truth needs a little bending. The reason for this is that sometimes men know that the truth isn't going to sit well with you and thus we leave out certain details in order to precent an unnecessary argument that'd only upset you. (extracted from Cleo magazine)
You think men don't care. Actually they have no idea. Men tend to look at the bigger picture while women obsess over the small details. We're crazy about you but we really can't remember when our first-kiss anniversary is. It is not that we don't care about you. It is just that our brains are not engineered to retain these facts. And when we don't display David Blane's mind-reading powers, you get upset and accuse us of being insensitive. Be explicit and just tell us what you want. this will save both parties alot of heartaches and tears. (extracted from Cleo magazine)
okay so these are the parts i extracted which i find quite meaningful. i mean is true. sometimes when you get so _________[i forgotten that word! so fill in what you think it is (: ] you just have the feeling of why is he so dumb. why is he so insensitive. why is he so attitude. etc etc. but actually i think those two extracts kind of explains most of it? i do believe guys' brain are not function to do stuff like remembering small stuff -.- they can be overly obsess in games but they won't go overly obsess in what we care about. so pretty much guys are from mars and women are from venus. two very different world. but we can make it all better and easier by giving in i suppose. giving in moderately (:
ahhh. i need the beach. so badly. i miss 200407
have you ever love and lost somebody. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
10:00 PM
Monday, October 08, 2007
HOHOHO. went out with sammy today after exams. EOY IS OVERRRRRR. had meeting after poa paper. abit dumb also -.- then went home. changed. walked round tm and cs with sam and her sister. damn retarded lah. seriously. sam is not the kind of older sister you want. HAHA. fierce woman. so we walked and walked and walked. really damn bored lah. so we took photos X) a day out without photos is not considered a day out? gonna go out out out everyday. can't wait.
What would you say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight, But neither are we to look up at them Why does hello feel like goodbye? These memories can't replace, These wishes I wished and dreams I chased Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)
Take my hand and never let me go, Take my hand and never let me go, Promise me... You'll never let go You'll never let go You'll never let go You'll never let go Make this last forever
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy You're not making this easy You're not making this easy You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you
baby i will wait for you. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
11:02 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS! wahahahas. went to town with parents. walked around. bored as usual. been raining cats and dogs today. poapoapoapoa. i have no mood to study and tmr is paper 2 lah. rahhhh. oh well. i need to go shopping. okay im gonna go mug (:
cause boy you got me thinking. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
6:11 PM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyou but i don't. ahh this is so depressing. i hate to see !@#$%^&. appearantly sleeping till 2++ didn't help my bloody mood. i have a bloody ulcer. rahhhh. and i haven't eat anything for today. and headaches won't leave me aloneeeeeee. how am i suppose to study for poa! i wish someone could brainwash me. i don't want to remember him. i don't want to know anything bout him. okay. i need happy food. CHOCOLATES.
looking back. one month ago we were still together. one month ago tmr. you told me everything would be alright. you told me to be happy. i was. i remember that very night. that very place. i couldn't forget. it was a pause. it lead to a stop. i wish i could press restart. but who am i kidding. you're gone. RAHHH. so irritatingggggggg. i hate this.
you left me remembering what it is like to have you here with me. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
4:21 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!
FINALLY ONE MORE PAPER TO GO! 12 down ONE MORE! damn tired lah. didn't come online for the past 2 days cause facebook is getting super addictive and i can't study with facebook around! all the studying. rahh. okay so finally today after POA paper 1. rushed home, changed and met cin, mich and thel at mac. gonna give a surprise to steph and a belated surprise for sam. bought cake and balloons (: went to downtown. and yes they were surprised. photos below. steph have to go home and do housework etc. poor girl lah. ITS YOUR DAY TODAY! oh well then we went to town. took 5. and MICH WENT HOME cause she was lazy XP talked bout a whole lot of things. took neos. which turned out HORRIBLE. yes. hahas. but it was fun. i love my lovely girls. slacked at NYDC for awhile. saw this miss singapore participant. peggy something. random. but yah. then we mrted back. very trip back. IM SLEEPY. RAHHHH. gonna catch up on my sleep (:
PHOTOS!
Finally a complete portrait (: my loves. we've gone through thick and thin together and now another year had passed. one more year left. AHHHH. the thought. rahhh. I LOVE YOU BABES. all my dear girls. one more paper on monday and HOLIDAYYYYYY.
maybe this is really the end. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
9:23 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
rahhhh. i felt like i just got stab in the heart. -.- yes. sound so . but still. yes.
i'm still hanging on to what use to be and you just walked off without looking back. and feel nothing at all. how i wish i could do the bloody same thing lah. it's like i'm not suppose to but i still want to and i can't help it but just stay here and see you go. seeing you go. it's hard but i know i can make it through. but seeing you with someone else. that very moment really felt like a stab. rahhhh. a million stabs. -.- this.so.suck. and it distracted me from my studies with just that line of words. it was all use to be. i need to moveeeeeee onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. RAHHH. i can't let this affect my studies. RAHHHH.
what's meant to be, what's use to be. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
9:17 PM
SCREW MATHS AND CHEM. this so suck lah. then that bloody teacher like got use. want pms, pms other time lah. don't want teach nvm at least tell us the right things for exam luh. fuck can. rahhhhh. now i need to mug hard for physics. and then there's geog tmr. i need geog to pull my ss. very very badly. and i'm super sleepy now. my brain cells are dying lah. okay off to mugging. (:
once in a while, i still miss you. -hillary
Masquerade Love.
3:49 PM
Monday, October 01, 2007
AHHH friendster is on maintenance. so irritating lah. i'm sleepy. boo. oh well. SS SUCKED BIG TIME. i hate SBQ. fuck its not easy lah. i don't get it why humans think that its the simplest. i find SEQ simpler. BUT THE BLOODY SBQ ATE UP MY TIME. so there goes my ss marks. -.- so depressing lah. chinese was alright i guess. nothing much. later got maths tuition. boo. and i can't find my calculator -.- gonna mug for chem. shit i don't think theres much to study and this is bad. i don't want to flunk it. i need to pass. yes. i need to pass very badly. there's so much to do yet so little time. another 5 more days, 9 more papers to go. sian 9 papers. okay i'm gonna go mug. i hate exams. someone save me. please.
btw, GOOD LUCK TO ALL HUMANS HAVING EXAMS! a little late but its the thought that counts right X)
they smell funny. not in a good way.
Wheat grass farm (:
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