Saturday, October 06, 2007
ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyou but i don't. ahh this is so depressing. i hate to see !@#$%^&. appearantly sleeping till 2++ didn't help my bloody mood. i have a bloody ulcer. rahhhh. and i haven't eat anything for today. and headaches won't leave me aloneeeeeee. how am i suppose to study for poa! i wish someone could brainwash me. i don't want to remember him. i don't want to know anything bout him. okay. i need happy food. CHOCOLATES.
looking back. one month ago we were still together. one month ago tmr. you told me everything would be alright. you told me to be happy. i was. i remember that very night. that very place. i couldn't forget. it was a pause. it lead to a stop. i wish i could press restart. but who am i kidding. you're gone. RAHHH. so irritatingggggggg. i hate this.
you left me remembering what it is like to have you here with me.
-hillary
Masquerade Love.
4:21 PM
