The last something that meant anything.

Friday, February 29, 2008

YAY. common test is finally. OVER. yes i'm so gonna flunk the stupid maths paper. i have an effing flu this morning and i couldn't think D: oh and i just posted in lj. yes the one which i created, abandoned and rotted. i'm super bored and tired. i want to go outtttttt.

love.
-hillary

p.s: i realised that this is such a stupid post. HAH.

Masquerade Love.
2:46 PM

Monday, February 25, 2008

HAHA. while everyone is busy mugging. i took time out to blog :D not the best thing to hear but i need to relief stress. i feel quite prepared for poa i don't know why. and i hope what i did will come out. if not. i die. eng and poa tmr. and the start of the common test week. gonna mug hard for bio tmr. pleaseeeeeeeeee let something get into my brain even if i detest the subject. poa studying was very very very productive. yay. i need to stop slacking in class. seriously.

today was boring-ish. and i'm going to go off to sleep. am super tired right now. GOOD NIGHTS.

love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:35 PM

Saturday, February 23, 2008

I found this super random file in my comp. so yes i'm posting it here. may come in handy one day. hahas. yes it's a little late. vday is over i realised. you can always recall back though. :D

Say It With ROSES
1 stalk - Love at 1st Sight
2 stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 stalks - I Love You
7 stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 stalks - You are Perfect
11 stalks - You are My Treasured One
12 stalks - Be My Steady
13 stalks - Friends Forever
15 stalks - I am Sorry
20 stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 stalks - I am Committed to You
36 stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100 stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101 stalks - You are My One and Only
999 stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time

Colours of Roses
Red - I love you or Encouragement
White - You are heavenly, reverence of innocence & purity
Pink - You are gentle & graceful
Light Pink - Gratitude & appreciation
Dark Pink - Admiration & sympathy joy & gladness
Orange - Enthusiasm
Blue - You are special
Purple - You are my romance
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Freedom
Two Roses - Joined Together, Engagement
Red and White Roses - Together Unity

The Meanings Of Flowers
ACACIA - Concealed Love, Beauty in Retirement, Chaste Love
AMBROSIA - Your Love is Reciprocated
AMARYLLIS - Pride, Pastoral Poetry
ANEMONE - Forsaken
ARBUTUS - Thee Only Do I Love
ASTER - Symbol of Love, Daintiness
AZALEA - Take Care of Yourself for Me, Temperance, Fragile Passion, Chinese Symbol of Womanhood
BACHELOR BUTTON - Single Blessedness
BEGONIA - Beware
BELLS OF IRELAND - Good Luck
BITTERSWEET - Truth
BLUEBELL - Humility
CACTUS - Endurance
CAMELLIA (PINK) - Longing for you
CAMELLIA (RED) - You're a Flame in My Heart
CAMELLIA (WHITE) - You're Adorable
CARNATION (GENERAL) - Fascination, Woman Love
CARNATION (PINK) - I'll Never Forget You
CARNATION (RED) - My Heart Aches For You, Admiration
CARNATION (PURPLE) - Capriciousness
CARNATION (SOLID COLOR) - Yes
CARNATION (STRIPED) - No, Refusal, Sorry I Can't Be With You, Wish I Could Be With You
CARNATION (WHITE) - Sweet and Lovely, Innocence, Pure Love, Woman's Good Luck Gift
CARNATION (YELLOW) - You Have Disappointed Me, Rejection
CATTAIL - Peace, Prosperity
CHRYSANTHEMUM (GENERAL) - You're a Wonderful Friend, Cheerfulness and Rest.
CHRYSANTHEMUM (WHITE) - Truth
CHRYSANTHEMUM (YELLOW) - Slighted Love
CROCUS - Cheerfulness
CYCLAMEN - Resignation and Good-bye
DAFFODIL - Regard, Unrequited Love, You're the Only One, The Sun is Always Shining when I'm with You
DAISY - Innocence, Loyal Love, I'll Never Tell, Purity
DANDELION - Faithfulness, Happiness
FERN - Magic, Fascination, Confidence and Shelter
FIR - Time
FLAX - Domestic Symbol
FORGET-ME-NOT - True Love, Memories
FORSYTHIA - Anticipation
GARDENIA - You're Lovely, Secret Love
GERANIUM - Stupidity, Folly
GLADIOLI - Give Me a Break, I'm Really Sincere, Flower of the Gladiators
GLOXINIA - Love at First Sight
HEATHER (LAVENDER) - Admiration, Solitude
HEATHER (WHITE) - Protection, Wishes Will Come True
HOLLY - Defense, Domestic Happiness
HYACINTH (GENERAL) - Games and Sports, Rashness, Flower Dedicated to Apollo
HYACINTH (BLUE) - Constancy
HYACINTH (PURPLE) - I am Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Sorrow
HYACINTH (RED OR PINK) - Play
HYACINTH (WHITE) - Loveliness, I'll Pray for You
HYACINTH (YELLOW) - Jealousy
HYDRANGEA - Thank You for Understanding, Frigidity, Heartlessness
IRIS - Fleur-de-lis, Emblem of France, Your Friendship Means so Much to Me, Faith, Hope, Wisdom and Valor, My Compliments
IVY - Wedded Love, Fidelity, Friendship, Affection
JONQUIL - Love Me, Affection Returned, Desire, Sympathy, Desire for Affection Returned
LARKSPUR (PINK) - Fickleness
LILY (WHITE) - Virginity, Purity, Majesty, It's Heavenly to be with You
LILY (YELLOW) - I'm Walking on Air, False and Gay
LILY (CALLA) - Beauty
LILY (DAY) - Coquetry, Chinese Emblem for Mother
LILY (EUCHARIS) - Maiden Charms
LILY (TIGER) - Wealth, Pride
LILY OF THE VALLEY - Sweetness, Tears of the Virgin Mary, Return to Happiness, Humility, You've Made My Life Complete
MAGNOLIA - Nobility
MARIGOLD - Cruelty, Grief, Jealousy
MISTLETOE - Kiss me, Affection, To Surmount Difficulties, Sacred Plant of India
MONKSHOOD - Beware, A Deadly Foe is Near
MOSS - Maternal Love, Charity
MYRTLE - Love, Hebrew Emblem of Marriage
NARCISSUS - Egotism, Formality, Stay as Sweet as You Are
NASTURTIUM - Conquest, Victory in Battle
OLEANDER - Caution
ORANGE BLOSSOM - Innocence, Eternal Love, Marriage and Fruitfulness
ORANGE MOCK - Deceit
ORCHID - Love, Beauty, Refinement, Beautiful Lady, Chinese Symbol for Many Children
ORCHID (CATTLEYA) - Mature Charm
PALM LEAVES - Victory and Success
PEONY - Shame, Happy Life, Happy Marriage
PETUNIA - Resentment, Anger, Your Presence Sooths Me
PINE - Hope, Pity
POPPY (GENERAL) - Eternal Sleep, Oblivion, Imagination
POPPY (RED) - Pleasure
POPPY (WHITE) - Consolation
POPPY (YELLOW) - Wealth, Success
PRIMROSE - I Can't Live Without You
PRIMROSE (EVENING) - Inconstancy
ROSE (BRIDAL) - Happy Love
ROSE (DARK CRIMSON) - Mourning
ROSE (HIBISCUS) - Delicate Beauty
ROSE (LEAF) - You May Hope
ROSE (PINK) - Perfect Happiness, Please Believe Me
ROSE (RED) - Love, I Love You
ROSE (TEA) - I'll Remember Always
ROSE (THORNLESS) - Love at First Sight
ROSE (WHITE) - Innocence and Purity, I am Worthy of You, You're Heavenly, Secrecy and Silence
ROSE (WHITE AND RED MIXED) - Unity, Flower Emblem of England
ROSE (WHITE-DRIED) - Death is Preferable to Loss of Virtue
ROSE (YELLOW) - Decrease of Love, Jealousy, Try to Care
ROSEBUD - Beauty and Youth, A Heart Innocent of Love
ROSEBUD (RED) - Pure and Lovely
ROSEBUD (WHITE) - Girlhood
ROSEBUD (MOSS) - Confessions of Love
ROSES (Bouquet of Mature Blooms) - Gratitude
ROSES (Single Full Bloom) - I Love You, I Still Love You
SMILAX - Loveliness
SNAPDRAGON - Deception, Gracious Lady
SPIDER FLOWER - Elope with Me
STEPHANOTIS - Happiness in Marriage, Desire to Travel
STOCK - Bonds of Affection, Promptness, You'll Always Be Beautiful to Me
SWEETPEA - Good-bye, Departure, Blissful Pleasure, Thank You for a Lovely Time
TULIP (GENERAL) - Perfect Lover, Frame, Flower Emblem of Holland
TULIP (RED) - Believe Me, Declaration of Love
TULIP (VARIEGATED) - Beautiful Eyes
TULIP (YELLOW) - There's Sunshine in Your Smile
VIOLET - Modesty
VIOLET (BLUE) - Watchfulness, Faithfulness, I'll Always Be True
VIOLET (WHITE) - Let's Take a Chance
ZINNIA (MAGENTA) - Lasting Affection
ZINNIA (MIXED) - Thinking (or In Memory) of an Absent Friend
ZINNIA (SCARLET) - Constancy
ZINNIA (WHITE) - Goodness
ZINNIA (YELLOW) - Daily Remembrance

am gonna go studying tmr. yay. hope i'll get something in.

because of you.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:53 PM

Weekends are ultimate love. so yesterday was a day i think i won't be able to forget. no it's not cause of bio spa. oh bio spa was irritating. D: screwed up a little and poa test was eff. anyway, after school. the eight of us and mrs wan went to HSA hospice care. the people there were ohsosweet. they were really really nice. kim had the best chicken rice there. HAHA. we performed for them what we prepared and we did encore for dance (: sang karaoke with them and danced along. they have the most beautiful smile. even though they are elderlys and are terminally ill, they danced, clapped and sang along. this old aunty was really small and cute. i want to go back again :D i was super tired after that. went to starbucks with humans and homeeee.

Photos :D

It was definitely a very meaningful friday. ahhhhh. common test is next week. not the best thing to know. D:

take my photo off the wall.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
5:19 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

omfg. tmr. is. bio spa. i know is no big deal for all you humans out there. but i'm freaking out for godknowswhat reasons. and poa test is postpone tmr. ahhhhhh. i wanted to get it done today. but nooooooooo. have to postpone D: oh well. okay i need to mug real hard. i need to do well for common testtttttttttttttttttt. ahhhhh farizah is sort of freaking out for don't know what reason too. i swear. is bio spa. HAHA. is getting on my nerves. okay i need to breathe.

shasha didn't come school today D: i was bored. hahas. after that lunch with kimmy, farizah, joel, nic and syafiq. funny sia. we saw a samurai girl today.

anyway, sayang he is a slut. don't be upset okay. we love you. you don't need no slutty human to go on. :D

with love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:08 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

i.hate.throwing.up.period. the feeling is god damn disgusting. now i understand why bulimic people throw up. immediate weight loss. anyway. now i'm at home. and i'm gonna study abit. common test is just next week D: not looking forward to that. okay i'm gonna go study now.

i'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:35 AM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

:D:D i did maths today. yay. i completed my maths hw. D: went to farizah's house again today. bought her roses and cookies :D cindy got quite lost in a way. damn funny i swear. went to siglap starbucks. and sent farizah home. slacked and took photos. happy humans. hahas. went to simei to slack. and now i'm dead tired.

Photos in random order. :D

it was fun. hahas. and i'm super sleepy now. life.is.boring.

i'm sorry. i had no intention of doing that. i didn't mean it that way. wonder if you'll read this. oh well. GOODNIGHTS.

scribble out the truth with lies.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
1:38 AM

Saturday, February 16, 2008

HELLOOOOOO. went to farizah's house today :D it was fun. i loveeeeeee girl talk and i bet you do too. hahas. cindy and i went over to farizah's house cause of ________. :D anyway, her mum was really nice. see the tray one the left side of the photo. the curry puff was awesome. we talked non-stop. and photos. :D farizah, you look hot lah! i love you :D okay i seem to be a very happy smiley person now and i don't know why.

i'm like effing tired now.

Photos.

Part of the CG room. BALLOONS for vday. super lots of love lah. and these are only half of it.

next week is filled with tests and more tests. D:

love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:41 AM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY! :D

Hope everyone had a wonderful vday today. anyway, a huge THANK YOU! to all the lovely people for all the lovely gifts. this year school was really filled with love. all the balloons and what nots. everywhere you go, you see balloons. but it's nice to see how everyone put in effort.

went to tm with mich and cin. bus broke down. -.- super retarded i swear. went to airport! very lesbian vday. oh well. alot of bitching. quite alot anyway. farizah came down and we slacked.

cheer up sayang! we love you alot alot alot. and i love you even more :D

so today was filled with love, sadness and a whole lot of hugs.

look for the girl with the broken smile,
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:45 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PRINCESS NICHOLAS :D

school was a real torture i swear. apparently pieprincess was right. 3 hours of sleep is not enough. oh well. anyway, i'm god damn tired now. and i have yet to complete my hw. typical. hahas. like mrs loh says i'm not performing up to standard and i need to prioritize and apparently studies comes first lah . BUTTTT i haven't exactly been up to standard ever since sec 2 started. this is the don't know how many time i repeating this but yes i need to work damn hard. DDDDDDDDDDD: dance was productive. i need to remember my steps. gooooooo dancework! anyway i've done something for my hw. so i feel less guilty :D i ate almost a tube of mentos hoping it'll give me a sugar rush but nooooooo. i'm dead tired now. D:

i miss slacking. hahas. slacked today but only for a short while. those were the times. now i need to start mugging real hard D: the big Os. the super duper important exams which is almost part of your life this year. sian.

love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
10:02 PM

DDDDD: cny is over D: school is starting tmr and sian. hw. incomplete. sure die. now i can't wait for vday! okay this is a super short post. i'm going off. byeeeeeeeee. :D

love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:07 AM

Friday, February 08, 2008

hellooooooo. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. hahas. abit late. anyway. date backkkkk.

6th feb.
rushed home from sch. changed and waited for my aunt and uncle to come. went to conrad hotel for dinner and went walking and had desert at fullerton hotel. and surprisingly, we caught the fireworks which i had no idea of. it shot out from the bridge. a mini fireworks which lasted for about 10mins. very pretty. :D by the time we walked back to the hotel it was 1+?

7th feb.
day one of cny. visited daddy's friends. gambled and i won 50 :D okay but i used daddy's money. but who cares. we stayed till 1+. mummy was complaining. oh well. it's cny so it's a good excuse for gambling whatttt.

today :D
pick up my aunt and uncle and went to sentosa. super crowded. all the workers in singapore seem to be there luh. seriously i wouldn't want to be at the beach today. if you're there today, you'd know what i mean. drove to macritchie reservoir. walked around. very pretty place. drove somemore to upper and lower pierce reservioir. saw many monkeys along the way. DAMN CUTE. super super small one. walked around. and by then it was night. went to eastcoast for dinner. dinner by the sea. :D nice. hahas. walked round east coat abit, saw people water skiing. sent them back to their hotel and home sweet home.

photos!
So i was getting really bored.

Aunt and uncle are leaving tmr. gonna bring them to haji lane! (: can't wait. and then it's off to val's bbq :D yay. i can't wait.

loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:20 PM

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :D

chinatown yesterday was fun! went to bugis to get clothes for dance. met colin, jem and grayson. and went to chinatown or chingchong town/land (: anyway, even though it was bloody crowded and all. it's was quite fun uh. did many really stupid things. hahas. ended up at raffles. sat by the singapore river at boat quay for awhile. and homeeeeeeeee.

today school ended at 1010am :D the morning assembly was alright? and there were idiots throwing oranges back at the lion dancers. my god. how stupid lah. of all things to do. -.- rude much. oh well. so we had 2 periods of english and 1 period of teacher contact. not very interesting. lunch with the babes and homeeeeeee. wanted to sleep but i guess i should just forget about it. it's too late.

my aunt is gonna reach in like an hour or so. chinese new year seems boring this year. D: sian.

love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:52 PM

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Here are the photos. finally. there's more but here are those from the party and the pretty lights in the class :D
Me and cindy. and pie princess's present :D
Group shots of me and my babes. they look awesome. :D
Random photos and the cake mummy got for me.
photos photos photos.
the cake. hahas. and the big teddy :D
Credits to elisha. me cutting the cake.
The lovely gifts and cards. THANK YOU! :D
Credits to kimmy and elisha for the photos. thanks babes. and a big THANKYOU everyone :D

love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
9:40 PM

a huge THANK YOU! for all the people who came down last night. :D hope you enjoyed it. and thank you for all the lovely gifts, absolutely love (: and all the wishes :D thanks for the ultimate sweet sixteen (:

i'm super tired. D: photos up later. am grabbing photos off kimmy's photobucket. anyway, today rained and rained and rained. and i wore heels. and went to chinatown. great right -.- now i have blisters. there's gonna be cip tmr i guess. sian.

so many photoooooooos. credits to kim and elisha :D hahas.

and thank youuuuuuuuuuuu loves for coming down :D

much loves.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
8:17 PM

Saturday, February 02, 2008

yay! i'm 16 :D i can't wait for day to arrive. let's hope everything turn out well. (: gonna blog later or sth.

the ultimate.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
12:54 AM

Friday, February 01, 2008

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN VERAAAAAAA! :D

Hope you enjoyed today! hahas. okay so today was really really really nice. thank you lovely people. (: lessons were slack-ish. cip got cancelled due to the rain and we did class notice board :D

okay i'm counting down to mine :D

love.
-hillary

Masquerade Love.
11:59 PM