life's just different without you around. seeing you everyday single day just makes me fall deeper.

ARGH!!!!!! results suck like shit lah. =( so so so cham lah. all boderline! ALL BELOW AVERAGE. better study real hard.. terrible mood swings been taking control of my life. met theresha just now. went back to proi sch. aww sweet sweet simple sch life. saw many teachers. had fun. =) then went back to meet with cindy they all. sigh* life's just boring without you around.

i just love her! her posts made me cry. its so deep. yet it somehow awoken me from a dream...a dream with not even the slightest ray of hope. i guess its me who cant let go. its me who cant forget. its me who has been naive all along.

tears are sobbed. hearts have been broken. life has been a torture. i just forget that day. and every other day spent with him. i know i just cant hide forever but i cant help denying either. this love is just too deep. so deep that i cant climb out of it. all the hurt, yet my love for you is still so strong. it just shows how important you are to me. but it doesnt matter to you anyway. im just invisible to you. im no longer seen in your eyes as though i have disappeared in your life. its just so hard to end everything. after all the broken promises. my heart remains true to you. but you just cant see it. you just cant feel it. after all those lies. love. hurt. its you im still waiting for. i just wished i could have let everything go. once and for all. end everything just to forget you.

my heart still remains true to you and only you.

loves been tough.
unwanted love
-hillary

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