The last something that meant anything.

Monday, October 02, 2006

hey. :) caught JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE with my lovelys just now. not awsome awsome but it was good. unexpected ending which made cindy when @#$%^ i think you get the picture =x hahas. history paper. i think im going to flunk it like i always do. english i think i went out of point =x. crap something's gotten into me..

bastard you say i flirt you think you not huh. say all you want tell the whole bloody fucking world how i was the bitch and you're the victim. flirt then flirt lah. does your pride means that much to you. like you've never lied or flirt. say all you want. im done. i don't want to fight with you. pointless.

there this story about a girl and a guy.

the girl is head over heels over him but she doesn't know if he feels the same about her. he meant the world to her. she could spend all day and night just talking to him. the guy somehow made her felt like she is the one and only one. slowly the girl fell in love with him. seriously in love not just a summer fling. the first guy she fell for on her own. two months passed, he meant even more to her. and her love for him grew even deeper. every single day she would wonder if he felt the same about her but no matter how much she wondered, the guy just don't seem to show anything. the girl felt lost. she loves him truly and deeply but he made himself such a mystery to her that she just can't see the slightest feeling in him. so much was said but in reality was is it as true as it feels? the girl just wished that one day he would just say something to her. to make her feel right and secure. or even if it was something bad. she still wish the guy would tell her how he felt. she was willing to accept all truths even if it hurts. she wondered if he was serious about her or was she just another girl that comes and goes to him? the words he said meant alot to her but she want to know that its true and not just something he says and forget. she really want to know. everyday her love for him grew and everyday she silently waits. it seems to take forever but she would wait regardless good or bad as he got the best out of her, as he had seen the weakest of her. that's how strong love is.

the story of the guy and the girl. will the guy ever tell her? or would it end without an ending? when can she ever call him her own? does she have to wait forever before he tell her?

do i have to wait forever before you tell me?

i wish i knew..
-hillary

darling. i love you more than ever. :)

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