Friday, June 22, 2007
HOHOHO. my 300th post (: ok today we had dance. and it was love. we bonded. really bonded. then love sent me home and now he seem to be coming down with flu. -.- see lah. XPa certain someone special to me inspired me to make this post. have you every wondered how you've been the victim in a relationship and yet the one who cheated/dumped/played you are having their best moments of their life now with another love they found? i mean when you think back. a certain someone who flirted with you or hong you in other words is having their love story completed and all and yet yours is a total mess. well this certain someone finally had enough of it. i mean its true. life can be super unfair lah. specially if you're the victim of love. when all your friends are in love or out of love you seem to be the one that they tend to go to, to confide in but never were you the one to confide back in them. moreover you didn't choose to have your life stuck this way. looking back at old love, seeing how happy they are now just hit you hard. 100% damage. maybe you just shouldn't look back. if they dumped you, they played you, they cheated on you, its their lost. not yours. its their lost that they thrown away something precious. it's hard for you to see all your friends going head over heels with their love. even if you feel happy for everyone in this world. the world seems to be crashing down on you. sometimes you may feel you don't want anyone to worry for you. but you're human after all. you're like every single person on earth. emotions run wild and things go haywire. but always remember as friends, friends are always there for you to confide in. they'll be more than happy to lend you a crying shoulder. no matter how strong you think you are. face it. you have your down moments too. even the most popular girl have their down moments eh. no matter how you show that you don't need a guy or how you say that you don't give a fuck bout guys but at the very end deep down inside you, you wish to be showered with love and care like every other girl. no matter how strong you are, you will break down. bottom line, every girl wants to be love by a guy regardless they can or cannot live without one. after all they think guys are shit, guys are useless, guys are a waste of time etc etc. you want a guy too right. don't just sit there and wait for happiness to find you, find your own happiness too! hope that certain someone will feel better after reading this. you know there's a big group loving you lots every single day. SO CHEER UP! i'm just a call away. (:phew. that was LONGGGGGGGGGGG. hahas. anyone. love is being sickening cause he's down with a terrible flu and he doesn't want to put his shirt on. -.- despite nagging at him till im sick of asking him to. DOTA BRAINWASHES PEOPLE. =x hahas. dota seems to be super important lah. wth. DOTA IS EVIL. dota steals boyfriends! DOTA STOLE MINE! =x hahas.i'm loving you silly.-hillary20, 02, 21 all yours! HAHA.
Masquerade Love.
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