Sunday, September 09, 2007
i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie is made up on your side
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you
i've never felt this way before
everything that i do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you, i love the things that you do
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you
we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were, yeah
all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i'd do, i'd give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me, yeah
when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you.
went out with parents just now and so did samy AND we were both at taka and the mooncake fair there. but we didn't see each other. idiot you should have just go ahead and called me lah. hahas. now im home. boreded. school's gonna start tmr. double bored. my dearest ethel talked to me. and well yes it sounded right. i will try. (: many loves girl.
what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin’ to do
Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
everytime i think of you, i miss you. it's hard not to think of you. everywhere i go, it reminds me of you. it'd been so long. all those happy moments. you were the first boyfriend to watch fireworks with. you were the first boyfriend i cook for. you were first boyfriend i celebrated and spend the birthday with. you were the first boyfriend i actually sit down to study with. you were the first boyfriend i sat by eastcoast just to see the sunset and stars. you were the one i spent many first with. you were the one i went through the past 4 months 17-18 days with. all the quarrels we had endured. it just took you those few minutes and moments to throw it all away. yes, it's treasured in your heart and mine but it's no longer the same. remember i ask you to keep the other half of the mickey ring. i hope there'd be a day where it can be a whole again. i feel like waiting i feel like letting go. no matter how many bastard things i think bout you, it doesn't make me hate you. even if it did the hatred didn't last. this may be silly and dumb but i still wish that you'd come back.
dreams, dreams
of when we had just started things
dreams of you and me
it seems, it seems
that i can't shake those memories
i wonder if you have the same dreams too.
the littlest things that take me there
i know it sounds lame but its so true
i know its not right, but it seems unfair
that the things are reminding me of you
sometimes i wish we could just pretend
even if for only one weekend
so come on, tell me
is this the end?
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
the song you use to sing to me. the song which you made as our song. yes i'm reminiscing like fuck.I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you
And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me
You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all Isee is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all Isee is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all Isee is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel thesame way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too
All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
hmm. this is one long post. and i actually started blogging hours ago. LOL. i promised you i wouldn't cry and i won't. you asked me to be happy. i tried and still trying. the promise we made on that day were plain lies. it was never the way you said it. i miss your smile. i miss the way you hold me and tell me that i'm the one. i miss everything about you. i really loved you then and i still love you now. even if its the dumbest thing to ever do, if there's ever a chance to be, i'll wait.Flames to dust.Lovers to friends.Why do all good things come to an end?-hillary
Masquerade Love.
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