today. was bad. it ended bad. went out with sammy and cindy. went to katong. went to
awfully chocolate. then to parkway mall. nothing much. arcaded. DAMN FUNNY. we
laughed like nothing. damn retarded and cindy's excitedness. HAHA. then went back to
tm and i met my parents for dinner. bought the cd for dance. then now im home.
and i saw and read something which i don't want to. im disgusted by how
im feeling now and im depress over it. its fuck. if i ever see what i hope i
wouldn't i don't even know what i'll do lah actually. but still. this is
irritating. i feel like an idiot thinking that you may actually come back.
guess you're better off with her. rahhh.

Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry

And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend

So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave

You and I were living like a love song

I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry

And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

We fell in love for a reason
Now you're leaving
And I just want you back
So many things we believed in

Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I broke

You and I were living like a love song
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you

Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams

I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad 
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams 
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad 
You were,
You were the best I ever had


i know words wouldn't bring you back, you're the best i ever had.
you meant the world to me.
and what's meant to be, what's use to be.
-hillary

p.s: BLOGGER IS BEING A SERIOUS BITCH. and there's a bee in my room!