FUCK la! i HATE you! say today spend time with me. spend like awhile only lol. can't take it la. then you going chalet 3 days. like that we might as well don't talk already la. i hate it whenever this happen la. always only know how to say you don't want see me sad. then when all this happen. i not sad then what. then on our 2 months. you also wont spend it with me one la. this is just not like how it was. the times when everything was just happy. but now. so different. you might as well forget me la. like no point le lol. its like. i think have to wait till next year then can really see you again. but i guess it doesn't really matter to you..i really very fucked up la. keep saying sorry. sorry doesn't make any difference la. i mean ya la. i love you la. i also know that you will ask me to understand. once, twice, thrice nevermind. but through out 2 weeks. its not as easy as you think. you are enjoying maybe time flies but imagine you are the one at home waiting for a person to call and you know it will take forever. its not easy. i don't how to face you la. see you also don't know to be happy or not. i really love you la. i also don't want it to end like that. but. i don't know la. you like no time la. its like. without you telling me just now. hearing part of the conversation. i knew it was too good to be true. when i want you. you are always not here. what to do...but then. you seem to be perfectly alright with that. i guess cause you are the busy one.

ELISHA I LOVE YOU! thanks for staying with me. even when he don't know where. thanks for making me smile and laugh. thanks for the memories today.

today went out with benedict and justin too. hahas. funny lol they 2. i guess friends plays a really important role in my life. x) THANKS all of YOU!

though still sad now. still wanna say that. i love you. i miss you. but doesn't mean i don't hate you at all.

POISONkiss.

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