we're just kids
just wish you were there.
hahas. wah. ilove my tail! x)
everything around me reminds me of YOU.

running away from reality
thinking of you makes me sour
we had fun. =)
a promise we made.
ups and downs in life
the fence between YOU and ME.

these were pics when elisha came to my hse. heh. though it was a couple of days back. hahas. well i rot this whole morning! everyone went to sch. and i was home. being BORED. :( now waiting for a reply from these 2 . i want to go out!! mummy's out and im home alone. the silence that filled the hse. sighs* guess today is just a bad day. maybe its meant as a punishment so that i will have to do hw. and study. poor results. poor studies. lost hope and faith.

now that he got a new target. i dont know if i shld be happy or sad. i know he will never be mine. facing reality is like millions of knife stabbing me. making me confess for sth i never do. WAHHH. going crazy cause of you and yet you never notice at all. this is just sth kept between us. guess you'll just never know.

major worries. stupid teacher say if i dont start working hard. i will be retain in sec 2 or literally transferred to normal. fuck her lah. demoralise students. but then gotta admit. her eng damn good. after she taught me how to write the report. it seems so much simpler now. =)

i still need you. but guess she's the one you want.

just hopes and dreams that will never come true.

-hillary