Tuesday, October 03, 2006
im bored am being one saddistic bitch now. BORED. i hate myself for thinking so muchi hate myself for being so paranoidi hate myself for everything i did wrong.YES. SADDISTIC. pms is acting up. stupid. dumb PMS. im going !@#$% and i don't know whyyyyyyy. this weird feelings that crawls into me every now and then are driving me nuts. whyyy is this happening?!!! can't anyone just fall in love IN PEACE? why can't anything go right.blood, slits, tears.someone just kill me.and let me bleed to death.everything is wrong,nothing can make it right.only you can.mooooood swinggggggggggggggggssssss.every drip of blood, are tears from my heart.ok. im done being saddistic :) today had chinese compo and english compre. so-so both papers. im ultra bored. geog got bloody 17 chapters to study. off to studying :))-hillarydoes anything i do mean anything to you?Labels: delete
Masquerade Love.
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